& A love that lasts <3

Sunday, October 26, 2008 1:46 PM

i'm starting this post by thanking all people who texted me and asked if i'm alright and all.
thanks for all your concern! (:
i'm fine here, not dead. HAHAHA!
throughout these days i had gone through, i realised what friends are!

wenlin: hey girl, thanks alot! thanks for your company when i'm in and out of the hospital. i know you are a great sis! forcing medicine down my throat even when i refused, consoling me throughout and even take time out to visit me when you are busy. but you are really veryvery naggy! HAHAHA. but afterall, THANKS (:

baobei: hey girl, also must thank you. thanks for your company and also forcing medicine down my throat when i refused and consoling me when i had those silly thoughts. you are also another naggy one. kept asking' had your medicine? and so on. ( you should know ) THANKS too (:

fucker: had so much to say to you. you should know who you are. (: i really wanted to thank you sososo much! after this i finally saw the real you and understand you deeper. or can say you had change so much. you learn how to care for others, think for others and console someone. you are just like another person. i'm really touched by what you did. though you broke your promise about tagging along to eat with my friends and i, you did take the effort to text and ask about me. sorry for being harsh to you when you are cheering me up. stop saying i'm a silly girl okay, you are one too. thanks for your care, concern and console! (: you also took the time out to visit me, console me when you saw me telling me it's okay, it will swell very soon. and your silly-ness to say if i won't recover, you will call up to the god and ask for me to recover. HAHAHA! so cute of you. (:thanks for your company when i'm down. you are there for me when i needed someone the most. your messages and jokes really brighten up my day. THANKS! there's nothing much i can do, all i can is to say thanks to you. 真的要谢谢你！当我最需要你, 你有做到. (:

but most importantly, that's my mom.
she's there for me when i need her, rushing here and there for me. waking up in the middle of the night to feed me medicine. thanks a lot. mummy really did a lot for me throughout those days.

HOHOHO! XP

FINALLY, i'm half out of the misery.
i can do many many things now.
though with the swollen face, i can go out already.
enjoyed the past few days out. at least i am not rotting at home.
i know i look weird but it's alright. let it be (:
already got use to all those comments. so far only one pathetic person voice out unwanted comments. and his comments aren't sarcastic ones, it's those funny funny one.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 11:46 AM

N's OVER!
but gonna flunk again.
not that i didn't study nor tried my best.
i did study a bit and tried my best in most papers but.....
i just don't have the mood.

30th sept.
was being woke up by mabel.
and guess where we went to?
CHINESE GARDEN! we went there for a swim.
sounds as if we are like lunatics right?!
but we did enjoyed yourselves. (:

1st oct.
went over to friend's place with the 2 fats.
all we did was slacked slacked and SLACKED!

2nd oct.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY H!
i've got so many many things to tell you.
part of it was sent to you by message already!

went toapayoh to pass mom her wallet.
she went out without her wallet! and when she realised it she had reached toapayoh!
afterwhich, went to beach road to met up with the 2 fats.
bought a gift. and when to the fishing equipment's shops there.
you know how crazy the two of them were?
they went in to most of the shops there. i was real tired, and sat down everytime when i saw chairs. then walked and walked all around.

3rd oct.
went mahjong-ed!

4th oct.
met up with curly and s.fat.
chatted, slacked and gossiped.
( guys do gossips too )

5th oct.
went over to friend's place.

6th oct.
went over to alexandra hospital for a usual checkup.
met up with baobei and she accompanied me there.
then went back to amk central to look for her friends while i'm waiting for nicole and tingfong.
dine at KFC!

7th oct.
went over to alexandra hospital again for anaesthesia this time round.
they extracted blood from me which cause me to be in great pain!
afterwhich, went home prepared and proceed to novena for my last and pathetic dinner for this month.
dine at zhengfa with 2fats and co.

thanks people who had sent me texts that wishes me for tomorrow.
all your thoughts had been appreciated! (:
felt quite nervous right now. damn worried.
many what if is on my mind now. ahaha. think it's normal for a person to think in this way.

TOMORROW is the start of my misery.
TILL NEXT MONTH!
( sounds pathetic right? but it's the fact! )

i agreed that one will only cherish something when we are fear that we would lose it.
i'm trying my very best now, yet you are giving up.
the only thing i can do is to apologise to you sincerely.
all that i want to say to you had been said.
so now it's your turn to sort things out.
regret is always in my dictionary that causes me to feel so bad!
对不起！