Monday, May 28, 2007 10:55 AM
i'm feelin SO-DOWN right at the moment.
i had been so upset for the past few days,
or to say stress at the same time.
things had been happening unpredictable-ly!
so many things happened at the same time & i can't bear with all the stress.
i'm afraid that i would have .........
how ? if i have ?
but boy don't be afraid i won't drag you down,
i'll also not let you know.
i'll face and bear the consequences all by myself.
yup. ' all by MYSELF.
you needn't worry. no worries.
tears are streaming down as i read abt the enteries she wrote in thepast.
you treat her sooooo well.
' and why can't you treat me the same ?
' why did you treat me likewise ?
i'm also a girl with flesh n blood. you know ?
for the past few days, so mamy ppl scolded me for being STUPID. YES, i admit that i'm stupid. but what can i do at the moment ? it's already the past. how much i wish that the time would REPEAT. but i know it's impossible.
how much hurt did you brought to me ? you just didn't realise.
' the pain that you brought to me is unbearable ' you took my laughter away. ' hope that you gave are jus a great disappointment. ' you're such a letdown to me.
Friday, May 25, 2007 10:56 PM
yeahs.
went to have my STEAMBOAT dinner ytd.
soooo fun.
will be uploadin the pics later on.
JOSHUA :hope you'll like the jacket that we gave. =D
andandand saw tuckwai ytd while i'm on my way home.
and had already wished him HAPPYBIRTHDAY.
but i'm wishin him again.
' HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY yeas.
Thursday, May 24, 2007 11:31 PM
hellos. =D
come to have a quick blog before going out. =D
wahahas. let me tell you where am i going later on.
i'm going to marine south for STEAMBOAT!
wahahas. so-excited right at the moment.
i didn't went to school for the past 2 days.
school is so BORING!
andandand i'm glad that my mom had changed!
at least now, she would listen to all my craps before she start her nags .
' THANKS MOM!
endin soon. otherwise that bunch of monkeys would complain tha i'm ALWAYS-SO-LATE. =D
' tml would be your 17th birthday.
' hope you will enjoy your birthday. =D
' andandand lastly, all the BEST in whatever you do. =X
' you took my laughter away
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 3:31 AM
i just don't understand why:
when a man turn into his forties, he'll still be as charmin,
whereas when a woman turn into her forties, she had to BID FAREWELL to her YOUNG n BEAUTY.
do we really have to purse for our HAPPINESS ?
' & boy havin you walkin pass me is a drick of fate.
' & when you're with your girl, i'm happy for you but it arouse my JEALOUSY.
3:01 AM
weetts.
hellos.
i'm back again =D
didnt blog for quite some time.
n this must be quite a long one. =D
it's wed today, n i'm of cos lookin forward to this weekend,
as holiday is startin.
as usual, my life is going to school daily(obvious)
but i had been going out daily after my exams.
had been hanging ard central. with ? i'm not sure too.
everyday is hanging with different groups of friends.
LIZA jiejie HAPPYBIRTHDAY!! =D
hahas. my result was out.
andandand it sucks. didn't do well for almost every sub.
but i'll still buck up for my Nlevel!
and yarhs, went to ASSHOLE eng's house ytd.
as DARRICK was bakin cookies for his girl.
soooo sweet of him to do that. wahahas.
obviously his a VERY sweet boyfriend.
andandand THANKS ASSHOLE ENG FOR THE MAGGIE MEE. =)
he cooked for joyce and i for our lunch. wahahas. KIND-OF-YOU! =)
the cookies was DELICIOUS.
even though, i'm not suppose to eat. but then ate quite a handful of the cookies. =X
and now i'm rottin at home.
thinking of whether to go out OR to sleep. =DD
feelin veryveryvery tired. = ]
& boy, if you hate me, jus carry on.
i won't give it a darm.
& stop all those NON-SENSE. stop sayin things that are hurtful to me.
do you know why will i feel hurt after hearin all the NONSENSE ?
cause, i take every words out from your mouth to HEART!
I MIND WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT ME .
can't you jus stop saying those things that will hurt me ?
you jus won't understand how hurt i felt.
' you took my laughter away.
Friday, May 11, 2007 11:06 AM
hahas.
it's 0207 now. but i'm still very energnetic.
i had been havin alot of activities recently.
and tml i'm going for B.B.Q.
hahas. hope that i'll be enjoyin myself. =D
recently, i had been going kpool.
hahas. andandand i'm also not sure abt what am i doin there ?
for pool-ing orsome other reasons.
i had been very good in terms with those i dislike in the past.
prehaps, hatred bring ppl closer to one another.
' i love him.
' i miss him.
' i want him back. =D
Monday, May 7, 2007 7:46 AM
found certain photos,
i'm super duper bored now.
my mom went out with her boy.
and puis, he'll not be comin over today with all his craps that he will get started with.
havin a peaceful night today. =D
i'm not bad to say all this ,
jus because i hate him darm lot.
without him i'll have a happy family.
butbutbut everything ended jus because you had appear.
2:35 AM
err..
i'm back.
sooooo busy recently.
and also havin some kind of family matter.
the matter started on 4th may, and it has not end.
on last sat, darrick and i went to the amk drive-in mac to study.
only the 2 of us at first cos, no one was taggin along.
as we study ahbear came.
OH GOSh !
guess what, upon bear's arrival, we stop our study and craps all way long.
till sen came, and aft that ahwee n weisiong came too.
andandand joyce came also.
surprisingly, we are in a bunch crappin non-stop.
aft that, we all went to bear's hse downstairs
to wait for his dog arrival. his dog smells, he didn't bath the dog for
several days. hahahs.
we chatchit and waited for potato , alvin , huiqi , yanxi and ahnerd's arrival.
they seems to be comin from malaysia. waited veryverybery long.
and we head to 628 to have our dinner n at the same time, i went
to get some money from my granny.
on sunday went to my grandma's place to visit her,
and i brought my uncle's daughter down to buy some stuff.
will be uploadin her cutie face later on.
at ard 3plus. daniel n bra leong came.
hahas. we chatchatchat till i went to help my auntie.
guess what , i met up with lin and acc her to wait for leng.
hais. so poor thing.
when i reach home i saw a fcukin ass in my house.
loss all my mood.
anyway i jus came back from mac.
studyin there for a few hours.
hahas.
i'm tired.
Friday, May 4, 2007 4:29 AM
things always happen unpredictedly.
always when i want to give up on a person,
that person will appear again.
why must it happen ?
i have already wanted to give up.
things happen unwantedly!!
' I DON'T WANT IT '
i jus want back my own life.
i'm already used to ' single life '
i can still live without guys.
i don't need them.
i can live happily without ' A RELATIONSHIP '.
relationship is nthin to me anymore.
i don't need it.
i lost fate in it.
i just want back my own life. =D
3:17 AM
hellos.
something big happen ytd.
it was actually a cute matter,
but it became a very sad matter.
i'm sorry UNCLE.F.
you were into this big trouble jus becos of me.
but UNCLE.V you better fcuk off.
you're jus a darm ASS to me.
i jus hate you darm lots.
something big happen ytd.
it was actually a cute matter,
but it became a very sad matter.
i'm sorry UNCLE.F.
you were into this big trouble jus becos of me.
but UNCLE.V you better fcuk off.
you're jus a darm ASS to me.
i jus hate you darm lots.
Wednesday, May 2, 2007 9:00 AM
hellos.
i'm so bored right at the moment.
jus couldn't get to sleep.
' MR.B TEXT ME '
why didn't i reply him ?
hahas. i'm jus forcin myself not to reply his text.
andandand anyway thanks for yyour good night message.
mr.B you're a letdown!!
i'm currently been bothered by a ques :
' if my old lover parades his new partner in front of me,
what should i do ? '
solutin : smile politely back, get on with my own life
& pretend not to be affected.
stayin firm will simply reclaim my dignity.
but i no longer can do it again.
my situation had reach the stage where i can no longer pretend to not be affected.
it had reach my limit.
hahas.
prehaps i'm jus thinkin too much =XX
well, i should force myself to sleep now.
i'm still sick!!
anyway, thanks daniel ong for the cough.
and pls cover your mouth when you're coughin.
i'm cough like hell now.
havin a badbadbad sorethroat too.
nights. =]]