ARRGGSS!!

i'm very stressup now.
can someone save me ?
i dont wanna lose him.
haihaihais.

anyway i've been losin slp since ytd night,
cause of my illness.
i'm down with FLU, COUGH, SORETHROAT, FEVER N HEADACHE.
OH GOSH.
i had been eatin PANADOL since last night.
but it's not gettin any better.
even though, i had already ate so many pills!!


it's gettin a little bit tough lately,& i can't just reach out to my friends. They aren't be able to directly help me with whatever issue is vexing me, but they'll at least they are able to make me smile. My thoughts have been taking myself to some depressing places lately, but that is not necessarily a bad thing.
AS HAPPINESS AND SADNESS ARE BOTH IMPORTANT PARTS OF LIFE.
it teaches us a lot of things as we encounter all different thins that had been happenin
IN OUR LIFE.


he took my soul away with HIM,
leavin me alone with all the mermories he had left for me.
you're jus been veryveryvery selfish.

hellos.

i went to dentist ytd.
and he took off my wire without the squaresquare thingy.
isn't it stupid ?
now MY teeth ache like shit!!

oh gosh.
and now my head is achin like hell.
hahas. i met up with wenfu daddy ytd with his friend.
err. didn't metup with him for a VERYVERY long time.
andand we chat n craps for quite long till
ahmin n lin came.
he then went off with his friend n comPANIES who came later.


and today i went to study with kelvin, nerd, nerd's girl, sen ,
darrick and tingfong.
i met up with some earlier on.
as asshole were still in his lalalalls land.
and darrick were on his way.

we sat at the new mac chattin,
and went FUNLAND for pool-ing.
we didn't study at all.

butbutbut, aft all those nonsense,
we went to the mac opp amk hub and study.
we really did STUDY ALRIGHT!

things didn't went well aft ahboy came.
he told me alot of things which made me SOB like hell.
haihaihais.

i had made up my mind abt alot of things,
aft thinkin for a long time.
i decided what i should do.
and whether to give up.
and yups, i'm givin up.
i can't stand the life i'm in right now.
i'm LOST.
I'M GOING CRAZY.
i'm going mad.
i'm not going to continue my life in this way.

BYES. =[[
you made my days like hell.

HELLOS. =PP




today siewli n i went to reb's hse,
n aft that we went to amk central.


SIEWLI;
mummy, really thanks alot for today.
i appreciate alot.
thanks for sittin there so quietly n listen to all my naggs.
thanks.
oh GOSH!
i know it's tough for you to sit there without any nonsense from you.
hahas. you're seldom so quiet.


11.55pm
you took my laughter away.

hellos. =DD






darrick took it when i'm studyin.
what a lousy photographer!! =DD

hellos.

oh GOSH!
something mysterious happen ytd.

i was at 600plus playin _ _ _,
andand and i was usin a orange plastic.
SUDDENLY, it change into a mac DONALD'S plastic with a cover inside.
OMG!!!

how did it happen ?
i didn't realise till i was fully awake!


why mus i play whenever i'm sad ?
you turn me out to be like this.

anyway i was in school today for my S-CUBE!
and your GIRLFRIEND angeline told me lots of things
abt the both of you.
hahas. i didnt believe it.
but i CRIED.

i was laughin in the 1st place as the way she say was funny,
althought i didnt believe but i cried too,
as what she said had made me felt so sad!
I FELT THAT I'M SUCH A STUPID EX-GIRLFRIEND OF YOURS.
i miss YOU terribly! =DD
i miss the past of MINE!
I MISS MY LAUGHTER.
i miss myself, PRISCILLA from the past. =(
i jus could not find back the PRISCILLA FROM THE PAST.
she had disappeared n will never come back.

SHALL END HERE.
'havin a bad flu cos of that AHWHITE! '
'SHE made me end up to be like this.'
'usin a handful of tissues every min n sec'
GOSH!!

you shall pay for my medical fee.
alright ? hahas.

byes..
you took me away with you.

HAPPY SWEET 16th birthday to my FLINSTONElimin dardar.

enjoy yourself outside=DD

this was what i had done once i reach the toilet. =DD

guess what was i doin underneath ?

ans: my daily life job. =))

SHH.. no one will know, except you girls. hahas!

CHEESE!! at the moment i was so glad, as i had finish runnin.

my mirror reflection!

hellos.

err, i didnt really intend to continue abt what happen that day.
cos i'm really lazy. it's a darm long story

let's me start with what happen ytd nites.
hmm. i saw someone's blog and that really made me FED-UP!!
TO BE FRANK, when i'm sad ther's no one who cares!
no one ever try to help me patch up with him.
no one ever help me to talk to him.

EVERYONE seems to be happy when we broke up,
EVERYONE seems to be waitin for the day to come for a FARKIN LONG TIME!!

others dont realise how much i really love him,
even thought we are less than a month.

prehaps some thinks that i'm stupid for all my wishful thinkin,
i admit that i'm stupid and naive for havin such thinkin!
i'm dont worth his love.

OMG!
i jus found out abt something.

and if you're sayin abt me.
sorry you didnt broke us up.
it's alright girl.
dont think so much!! cheerup. treasure n cherish him.
yarhs. i admit that i'm still waitin for him.
but so ? we can't be together again.

lalalas. fark day.
i wanna die now.......

hellos ppl.

today was my 2nd day in my new hse.
haIs. i'm so bored here.
nthin interestin at all.

err. ytd met a auntie in the lift,
she was so interestin.
she told me alot of craps.
hahas. so kind and cute of her.

ques?
don't i look like singaporean?
ans.
i don't know too. but also not that jialat larhs.
if i'm not wrong!!


HE WAS SO CUTE TODAY.
so many things happen.
to be update of what happen today again!
i'm so tired at the moment aft a shoppin spree with my auntie(xiaowei)
hahas.i went NTUC again.

anyway i wouldnt dare to know the ans of what gabriel ask him.
is he in any RELATIONSHIP?
i wouldnt want to know the ans.

hahas. cant take the ans of what'll he be sayin.

to be continued tml abt what really happen today.
bye ppl.

haf a gooodnites rest,
like what i'm gonna do now.
hahas.

jus saw both of your profile.
both of you're so lovin.

**prehaps, she could love you more than i do.
after hearin what cedric told me ytd,
i realise that i can't lose you.
i still can't put you away from my mind.

fallin in love with someone is easy, but
forgettin someone is difficult.
it takes time.

i don't dare to hope for anything,
cos hopin brings disappointment.

my laughter jus end like this. ='(

hellos.

finally rbr my password again.
hahas. sufferin from bad STM!!
dyin of madness, laughness n sadness!!

hais. i misuderstand him.
i wrong him.
heard that he was also abit upset when we broke off.
but i didn't know till now.
i didn't understand him well,
so guilty of MISUNDERSTANDIN him.

hey boy, i'm SORRY.
farkin sorry.

i didn't realise what gonna happen when he's not with me,

SUDDENLY,
felt so weird n upset.
I have lost you, boy love that you gave is already the PAST
inside this broken heart.
those are only the memories you brought to me. it HURTS!


& Boy , I've Fallen So Deeply In You. It's So Difficult To Forget You , ToHave Your Love Is More Than What I Could Accept. Perhaps... It's The Most Sadding Part , I Cried .& Fate slipped when you walk pass me,
we were like strangers who nv met before.
.Love Me , Is All I'm Dying For .

you took my breathe away with you.
losin you is like losin everything.
hais..

byes!

hellos.

this is the new blog i have.
forgot the password of myprevious blog.
hahas. havin STM recently.
prehaps play too much.

let me get started with what happen recently.

err. to say, things didn't turn out good for me.
on 23rd MARCH, he broke off with me.
farkin sad that day.
but i have to thanks you girls (wenlin, limin and liza) to acc me throughout that day.
they spend their whole night with me in 628. lookin at me SOBBIN throughout the whole night.
he intiated the break. hais.

but i still have to thank him,
without all this i wouldn't have realised who care for me.
who love me more than him.

hahas.
but now i'm back to square.
laugin and talkin craps all day long.

and to AHWHITE:
thanks for chattin with me throughout and sorry for all those NONSENSE i had said.
help me thanks your BOYFRIND too. thanks for his concern. i had sort out my mind aft his NAG.
and not to forget CEDRIC. thanks alot too.

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