SCHOOL STARTS TODAY!
as usual,super bored!
did nothing in school.&wonder why i have to go school.
when there's really nothing for me to do!
after school,usual routine.
went 434,then marc and ron came.
sat for awhile and walked away cause marc saw 'dontknow' who.
then walked here and there.
waited for this and that!
finally,to hub and get what i wanted,then homed!
ARGGGGG! holiday is so boringgggg.
and shit, i'm use to the life of sleeping when the sun rise and wakingup when the sunset!
it would be terrible when school reopen. OMG!!!!!!
alright. i had been thinking about something.
and ya , why would someone who is in need of money approach the loansharks for help( financial-ly). and when the person do not have money to pay back they would choose to called to police up? don't they find themselves being very duper-ly unreasonable? it's right for them to pay back, as it was them who went forward to approach the loansharks for help.
there are some debtors who are VERY UNREASONABLE! they would call up the police for help when they can't pay back! it's not as if the loansharks will eat them up or... at least be reponsible by taking taking effort to pay back what they owe.
in the very first place, if you know that you can't pay back what you owe, then don't borrow.
if you want to borrow, please think twice.
you see, those financial consultant ( sounds better ) themselves also have got family to feed for. so they need the money back too! just don't understand those debtors thoughts. they have to wake up!!!!!
WENLIN's back, and she got me a shirt instead of what i want.
but it's alright (: , at least she have got heart.
if not HAHAHAHAHA.
life have been the same everyday.
what i did mostly was eat,sleep and out.
nothing interesting. but i got to learn manymany things.
many things happened too. some are good and some are of cause bad.
err. the most important thing i had learn was
FRIENDS, UNCLES and sometimes even someone you trust can't be trusted.
LAUGHS! the most stupid thing i had learn.
alright,off the bad now.
it's already 7am.
NIGHTS.
nonononoo.it's
MORNINGS (:
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went PasirRis for the bbq that i had being waiting forward to.
and yeah, it turns out to be a good and fun one. (:
the only thing i dislike was that i'm being played on.
something very embarrassing happened! and it was like OHHMY!
but fine, since it's over, it's over.
i'm a person who don't bear grudges. perhaps*
5th june.
was home-d all day.
wasn't feeling well after drinking.
a war between the aliens and the humans occurred in my head. and it results to a very serious headache. laughs. (: ( i know it's not funny, i'm just being bored )
6th june.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY NICHOLAS!
met louis and bihui at around 11plus.went city hall for an interview.
and then to clarke quay and headed to grandma's place soon after that.
had a short nap.
and blahblahblah it goes.
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Disappointed with you.
WAULAU!
let me rant here.
i was so angry just now.
that f**kin w****n,
can you just keep your bloody mouth shut?
don't it concern anything about you?
&do you have to poke in to give your so called ' SUGGESTION?
it's simply rubbish.
do you know what you say can put me in deep deep trouble? think before you speak. it's something you should do. it can help you to stop one from hating you.
you're jus a f**ker to me.
are you that great?
&do you know that your eyes&what you say makes you very disgusting?
you simply have the VERY XIALAN eyes.
&when you stare at others, it makes me feel like bashing you up into minced man!
when you speaks it's all rubbish. you're very rude.
you arent a straight forward person, but you're just rubbing salt into one's wound!
your casual words are darn hurtful.
do you know what you say can hurt someone deeply by not giving it a second thought and just spiked out what you feel like saying?
i hate been disliking you since i got to know you.
so what you're a beng?
does it means you can simply make someone angry and upset?
just shut the f**k up. keep your smelly mouth shut.
dont give any suggestion.
you don't know me that well, so dont ever poke into my things.
if that ever happen again, i would really turns you into MINCED MAN.
just trust me. & i'll prove you wrong that i'm good to bully, im good to disturb.
just be considerate and think for others. you're just being selfish.
think only for yourself.
i really wonder why would someone wants to befriend with you, when you're sucha idiot person. why would you have friends? you know what friends are ? i somehow thinks that you dont know what the terms friends are!
went grandma house today, ate dinner at her place then proceed to 628.
went to help out at granny's stall. soon after that, wenlin&fealyn came.
chatchit&crap we goes.
and it was the time where i saw that f**ker.
he made me real mad! MADMADMAD!
was being irritated by what he said.
okayokay. i better stop.
in case i get real crazy.
NIGHTS!
hey-hey!
my life had been going upside down.
vice versa of what i want.
kinda of disappionted with the things that had happened.
e.g friends, family and so on.
- friends
i admit that i'm proud to have you girls with me all the while. though we had known each other for a very long time, we had simply to many misunderstandings and ostacles in between one another. i'm getting kinda of disappointed with you girls for doing those fcuking things.( you should know what you had done to get me this mad ) in a friendship, there must be something called trust. but yes i agreed that all of us lose faith in each other for doing so many shits. perhaps, friends like you girls or to say sisters like you girls are not what i wanted.
to ********,
although we had enjoyed each other's company when we are out.in times where we're gossiping, crapping or whatever.but it's been over.never did i realised you brought me the most disppointed! just recalled what fcuk you told *****. laughs! you're simply just too childish, too immature.get a life! i won't deny that i'm jealous of you. no matter what fcuk you want you'll always get it. and yeaps, it's freaking true that you're a good friend in terms of everything.but you're not one when it comes to relationship.you're always a letdown.i've always tried to treasure and cherish our times together and not let everything go down to the drain.but now to think back,i found myself being a stupid person for doing so.
i'm a veryvery extremely selfish girl. who doesn't like to share things with others. but in fact who likes to do that?you do?it would be!for goddness sake, stop lying to yourself and stop being a clown in other's mind.you're just like a clown doing stupid things to make yourself seems like a fool infront of the others.
alright.shall stop that before my wrinkles pop out.
err. though it's june holiday now.but it doesn't seems like one.it's boring,lifeless and stupid.well, just hope that for the following days it would be great.many stupid and meaningless things happened.but of cause there are also quite meaningful and enjoyable times.
waiting for 4th june. for the bbq.hope that the bbq will turn out good.
it's 454am now.
i'm turning to bed soon, but before that i'm gonna smoke now!
NIGHTS!