Tuesday, October 9, 2007 10:39 AM

hohoho. i'm BACK.
it's been a long time yeas.
i had jus finished my N'level on monday.
happyhappy. wees. holiday for me! = ]
goodgood. i don't have to attend schol for these few months.
my mind now had been filled up with tons and tons of stuff.
there are up&down through the days when i'm studyin.
i placed in my very best already. but still.
there's one phrase:" let natural take its course.
this was always used by him**. llalala`s
i shall have some funn before my results are out.
i' had forgot about what happened these few weeks,
but what i can remembered what BADBADBAD!
okay shall start about monday.
monday
my last paper the POA. oh my. it was the first time in my 2yrs of poa-in,
i finished the whole paper without givin up. = ] it's my hard work.
and aft that i went to for hair treatment.
andandand went market to chitchitchatchat with granny.
and guess what! i saw a couple. but i didn't know who it was.
TILL I WALKED TOWARDS UNCLES.
it was THEM ( THE HIM & HIS GIRL )
at that time my mood are loww. the lowest you know.
but it's been the past. i should learn to let go and be a grow up.
LET THE PAST BE PAST! but i CAN'T.
how much love & effort i had put in. but then what happens ?
it's jus a great disappointment. the feelin of heartbreak was terrible.
&boy, you won't understand how i feel.
you're in your world of brightness whereas where am i ?
did you think for me.
you said you appreaciate what i have done, and thank me for all this and that
& sorry for being like this. but it's no longer of any use.
other then these few things what can you say ?
be creative and think of something better.
you gave me the reason of : " you just can't forget your ex girlfriend,
we shouldnt be together cause you know it wont last and that you're afraid when we arent together we couldn't be friends , you didn't want to hurt me and so on and so fro.
but what happens in the end ? you are with another girl right now.
do you know lies make me worst. forget it.
i should stop these craps!
tuesday
went interview with brendan, robin and jason.
and yeas! I'M SCOLDIN ROBIN LOH RIGHT HERE.
i waited for him for sucha long time.
we should reached the place by 2pm but ended up reachin ther at 4pm!
all because of robin. cause he's dying and cuttin his hair for sucha long time.
heyheyhey!! you know how long brendan and i waited ?
what a genlthman you're
haas. and went market again. went to have dinner at grandma's place as i promised her
& proceed to pass granny her card. = ] how filial i am. gees.
alrightalright. after such a long post. i'm headin to bed!
but before that realies to all tags.
MIMI: i had done my very best. i know you did too. takecare = ]
SHIPEI: hellos there.
SHERMIN: err. not sure. let decide again. but i'm goin penisular this sat or what. not that i'm lazy is jus because i'm not free. i had been studyin last few weeks. = ]
REBECCA: okay.
JENNA: yeahs. thanks for all the morning calls. = ]
MARISSA: suresure.
CHENLU: nevermind. it's alright! i haven't link you too = ]