crunchychocolate.

2009-07-30T01:06:00.000-07:00

i'm bored!!!

2009-07-27T00:44:00.000-07:00

went out with the above crazy girl on friday.
met her at outram then down to bq with some others.
felt bored then left after awhile, cabbed down to meet co.
homed in the morning.

wonder what's in your mind.
dont even understand a single bit of your mind.
hopefully hopefully, hopefully, things will turn out good.
just hope bad things won't last (:

2009-07-12T18:09:00.000-07:00

10thjuly.
met up with mabel.
lunched at pizza hut before collecting our pay.

while waiting for boss to reach.
he was nearly an hour late.

after that went J8 to look for jas. and mabel went off with zu.
waited for jas till i nearly go crazy while she's like taking her own sweet time waiting for her manager to collect her things.
went bishan park, actually intend to drink there before meeting huat and co.
but ended up with the idea of ' aiyah forget it. go in straight. ( pissed off )
reached and i was in a damn bad mood!
jas then left to meet her friends.
he reached. and we finally spoke to each other. LIKE FINALLY!!
3plus everyone went off.
jas came back and left again.
and i was sitting outside chatting with his friend till 6 am.
and finally we went in, and i went to look for him.
soon he send me off to wait for cab.

11thjuly.
burned my saturday night sleeping at home.
while he's enjoying himself outside, don't where!!

12thjuly
went grandma's place for dinner before meeting mabel.
SHE'S LATE AGAIN!!
cab in while waiting for jas to reach.
drink , chat and pooled!
he came and left in a rushed! cause he's sick (:
and something fcuking embarrassing happened! ((:

he's sick (:
don't know why am i so happy?!
might be because when i'm sick, he's also super happy. ( kidding )
wonder how is he doing?
hope he's fine. get well soon. ( :

just hope that we can stopped all the arguments.
and be like once when we used to be.
reaaly detest the feeling you gave now!

2009-07-08T18:48:00.000-07:00

woke up at around 9plus pm.
prepared and went out to meet huat first.
soon the others arrived.
pooled , drink and chat.
and lady boss asked ' are you alright? recovered from your sick?
AND is it H1N1? HAHAHA!
and elephant was standing beside laughing so loudly (:
H2N2 ( inside joke ).
went off at 4plus and supper with pig.
had some chat and he walked me home just to digest what we ate (:

dumb ass. you always don't honour your words.
say not going with them, accompany me. ( just something nice to hear )
but end up playing mahjong at the other side! ):

2009-07-07T23:41:00.000-07:00

been home for the past 2days (:
slept and slept.
and that asshole still have the cheek to text me ' go sleep!
i'm becoming more like a pig. HAHAHA! only mom knows why.

came about siewli's blog and saw what she wrote. scare the wits out of me, burst out into laughter and i laugh non-stop!
hey, i think that wasn't from me. might be from someone else.
and that damn ass wrote my name. (: i can't be writing that to you!
after reading that post of her, i texted her.
and she replied ' yeah, scare me too, i mean. YOU SCARE ME TOO. Did priscilla really wrote that? i thought i only heard vulgars from you. LOL. '
no, trust me, i won't write that! i've trust in myself (:

it's been 2days.
and something like a barrier in me.
afraid!

2009-07-06T21:06:00.000-07:00

all the overdues photos!
SUPER OVERDUE.

2009-06-30T18:49:00.000-07:00

finally went out after 2days of staying at home. (:
met jasmine at 7plus, she cabbed down then we went to punggol marina!
met P and his friend, drank there. soon his friend left.
felt bored then we changed venue to the pub inside SIM to drink.
along with his other friends.
drank till 1plus then proceed to Lunar.
and that jasmine is a big asshole, she left at around 3plus leaving me alone!
we continued till ard 4plus then homed!
finally took pictures after so long! (:
will posted when i receive the photos.

2009-06-29T13:43:00.000-07:00

been staying at home for 2days!
2days you know! okay, i'm just bored! (:
isn't in the right mood. thus, didn't want to go out.

jas - sis, i really want to thank you so much for being by my side. thanks lot!
thanks for all the messages and calls (: i'm fine, so noworries! i won't die ( HAHAHAHA )
it's time that i need to recover from the fall. you too, stay strong! (:

huat - thanks so much too. thanks for coaxing me out though i insist to stay at home!
HAHAHA! know that you meant well (: sorry for the attitude. i just want to stay at home.
though your words are harsh, but i know what you meant! it's for my own good, i know!

okay, i can't get myself to sleep.
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!

2009-06-28T17:27:00.000-07:00

well, left my blog dying.
didn't have much to blog.

life's been the same, throught many ups and downs during these 2months.
quitted my job and that means i'm slacking again! (:
been slacking for the past 1month.
same routine everyday!
had been meeting the same group of friends and same hanging out place too.
but i still enjoyed myself!

few days back, i received my O'level entry proof and guess what.
i've been posted to Deyi secondary. OMG! was thinking of what to do.
worst of all, for ALL my papers. ): very random, i know. HAHAHA!

MAY
25th - HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIDNEY.
27th - HAPY BIRTHDAY LIZA.
hey sis, hope you enjoy your birthday thought it's just a small celebration! glad that things are now fine for you. (:

JUNE
3rd - HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL.
6th - HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIC
bro, you're already 15 this year. must learn how to think wisely!
don't let dad and mom worry about you. study harder and go out less.
17th - HAPPY BITHDAY BELINDA
girl, sorry that i just went down for awhile but still hope you enjoyed yourself(:

jas - know that you had been feeling down these few days ( just like me ) (:
but always remember bad things won't last! be optimistic.
anything just give me a call. (:

these few days feeling very confused, vexed and troubled!
getting very emotional and sentimental.
i'm still left unknown to you!

2009-04-16T20:55:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm sososo BORED now!
nothing much for me to do, done everything yesterday before i knock off.

overall, nothing much nor anything interesting happened these days.
but something happened yesterday!
when the thing happened, the person i thought of was him.
was thinking if he were there, what will he do? will he react like how he once did?
and it constantly reminds me of those things which happened when we are still together, especially the taxi incident.
in the past when we are together, no matter what happens you will be there for me.
taking care of me and preventing me from harm.
but now?! HAHAHA! (:
it's okay, i had already learn how to takecare of myself now.
just that i'm not doing a good job.

2009-04-13T01:42:00.000-07:00

9th april.
after work met up with mel, lin and huat.
but only mel and i went for dinner at pizzahut.
after eating, met jasmine at bishan then down to op.
something nice happened(: okay but was happy for just that few mins.
there's a very cute little girl there.
she's so cute and the things she do and say made us laugh.

10th april.
accompanied jasmine to compasspoint! ( being force to )
after then cabbed back to amk went kbox along with brother leng.
initally there were only the 3of us.
brother left and soon after huat, pig and bee came.
after singing and sort went op.
something fcuk up happened!!!

?: hey please, can you guys get things clear before jumping into conclusion? i'm like don't know what fcuk. being drag into things unknowingly. first, it was because of m and now this. i'm not a cleaner to clean things for anyone. i don't owe anyone a living! things don't exist because of me, i didn't start anything at all. WON'T ENTERTAIN SUCH STUPID AND CHILDISH THINGS!!

11st april.
went steamboat with lin and mel first before brother and girlf join us.
ate till 10plus then went to pig's place with mel and lin.
down to central and to 600plus.
played groword! it's very exciting and fun(:
homed in the morning.

12nd april.
thought of staying at home cause have to work the next day.
ended up meeting huat and co.
but went home super early to sleep but ended up going out again.
out with brother and j. homed in the morning.

13rd april.
only managed to sleep for 2hours or so then have to drag myself to work.
sleepy! in the office now (:
thinking of what to do later on. home or?

2009-04-09T00:28:00.000-07:00

31th feb.
worked then homed.
lin called at around 11pm and pester me out.
so i went out to meet her then to 600plus.
after staying there quite some time, dont who suggested that we go out walkwalk.
and you see it's so late where can we go?!
we still went to many places.
first destination was to changi airport, went there for supper.
second, we went changi village. third, went yishun dam and lastly went dont where.
ended home in the morning.
didn't have time to even catch a nap then out to work!!
WENLIN, I DID GO TO WORK!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIG!

1st april.
after work went bishan to meet up with melissa.
she made me waited for her for don't know how long!!
pizza hut for dinner then to orchard to collect my remaining pay.
around 10plus i was so tired till my eyes are really closing.
then went home first while she went to meet lin.

4th april.
met up with melissa.
went to 600plus to meet up with pig while waiting for huat.
dinner and hao jie called.
leaving melissa with them i went to accompany hao and his girlf and co for dinner.
after that, backed to 600plus leaving hao, y and me.
then decided to go to loyang da pek gong.
went there then homed!

5th april.
stayed home and have a good rest to prepare for work the next day.

7th april.
out with hao and co. for dinner after work.
went 600plus then to op before heading home.

9th april.
which is today.
i'm now in office blogging, there's really nothing much for me to do.
bored to death!
meeting girlfs later on! (: but i'm already so tired now.
going home early. so tired!
going out with jas and brother leng tomorrow (:

i seems to be posting my daily activites only.
really got nothing to post already.

2009-03-24T10:34:00.000-07:00

17th mar.
went interview.

18th mar.
after 5pathetic months, i finally went alexandra for checkup.
got scolded by my surgical doctor.
and yup, she finally referred me back to my dentist.
after that, met up with nicole and fen for dinner-kpool,700,
then homed.
something bad happened!!

19thmar.
started work.
went for dinner with delphine, then homed.
huat called, then down to 600plus.
chit chat then homed.

20thmar.
didn't report to work.
instead, went for breakfast with lin, mel and brother leng.
slacked with them till 5plus, homed then out again.

21st mar.
went movie with mel, lin, huat and sheng.
initially, i didn't intend to watch but the two mad woman insisted.
watched coming soon, and it scare a wit out of me.
was screaming along with mel and lin throughout the movie.
but the two aliens ( huat and sheng ) did not had any reactions at all.
they are so abnormal!! ALIENS!!!
then to kpool. mel left.
went kbox as huat, lin and i had nothing to do.
to my surprised, pig, uncle and another guy came.
had supper then homed.

22nd till 24th.
nothing much happened!!
boring and bored!
just that i changed job again.
reporting to my new job tomorrow.

2009-03-15T13:24:00.000-07:00

days are getting from bad to worst.
know why, cause i'm always rotting.
as lucky say, i'm a spidewoman. ( inside joke )

went kbox today.
actually planned to watch movie first before going to kbox.
but out of a sudden movie was cancelled.
before going out, had a argument with wl.
which made me don't feel like going out!
okay, but lucky called.
and after listening to my grumbles he decided to meet me at hub for dinner.
( cause in the first place, he decided not to go anywhere and stayed home today )
and to my surprised, he came with weili.
when i already told him that i don't want to meet up with them!!
cause of the argument with wl.
cause if weili is there, somehow we will sure lead to meet up with them.
well predicted, we went up to kpool to meet up with them.
but everything turns out well between wl and me.
okay, i admit we are always like this (:
after kbox, went to another place to drink at upper thomson.
at there, weili asked me to do something which i will never ever do! something veryveryvery stupid.
but well, he's still saying the same old grandpa's thing.
then homed.

weili: stop your old grandpa's story! if want continue, please start something new! sick and tired of it. find something new to start so i would be bored hearing the same old things (:
mabel: remember my reward and middle person's fee.

2009-03-09T00:31:00.000-07:00

6th mar.
went ahboy's bbq located at pasir ris.
friends were all nagging on the way walking to the pit,
cause it was so far away from the carpark.
played, talked and have fun there.
the bbq turns out well.

7th mar.
didn't attend class. overslept.
met lin at around 10plus and went over to pig's place to meet the rest.
they were playing mahjong there while we were playing games.
homed around 6plus.

8th mar.
met lin and co. went kpool for pool.
and saw mabel there.
chit, chat and gossip.
after eating supper went op.
then homed.

wenlin and huat are such an ass! they seriously are!

DTYW

2009-03-05T06:32:00.000-08:00

okay, i know this time round it's been very long since i updated my blog.
but well, there's really nothing much for me to post and i'm lazy.
first, it's a new year. so wishing everyone a late NEW YEAR.
and also hope that this year would be a better year for all =)

for the past few months, i had been slacking.
slack, slack and slack...

january,
it was my 18birthday. went kbox with friends.
actually said that i won't celebrate my birthday at the kbox,
but there wasn't any place for us to go.
ohya, thanks lucky for the kbox and fly for the cake (:
soon, it was lunar new year.

31st- HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE,
girl, you're another year older. must learn to think wisely.
at the same time, take things easily too.
always remember if there's anything can always talk to me.

february,
1st-4th, went genting with friends for 3d2n.
basically did nothing at all for the rest of the month.
classes starts.

1st- HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAO JIE,
hey, hope this year everything goes well for you. and thanks for being there for me whenever i need someone to talk too! remember what i always say to you. better not break the promise.
5th- HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEWLI,
6th- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TL.
13th- HAPPY BIRTHDAY PLZ,
hope everything goes well for you.
and seriously, hope to see you soon.
21st- HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEK,
pui eh another year older please know how to think already.
study hard laa. don't play and play and play!
25th- HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNYE.
28th- HAPPY BIRTHDAY DASHU.

march,
2th-HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FEN.
fen, you are old old old! hahaha. think of a present then let me know.
3th- HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANYAN.
4th- HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHAO.
5th- HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHICKENBOY.

2008-11-27T10:32:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYHEY!

holidays are also bored!
did basically the same thing everyday.
mostly met up with 黑黑, if not i will sleep throughout the whole day.
sound lifeless right? i agreed!
i also don't know what to post already!!!

ohya, and lastly to that 黑黑!
enough of your fall in alright?! thanks to that MAP for your fall in.

2008-10-26T13:46:00.000-07:00

i'm starting this post by thanking all people who texted me and asked if i'm alright and all.
thanks for all your concern! (:
i'm fine here, not dead. HAHAHA!
throughout these days i had gone through, i realised what friends are!

wenlin: hey girl, thanks alot! thanks for your company when i'm in and out of the hospital. i know you are a great sis! forcing medicine down my throat even when i refused, consoling me throughout and even take time out to visit me when you are busy. but you are really veryvery naggy! HAHAHA. but afterall, THANKS (:

baobei: hey girl, also must thank you. thanks for your company and also forcing medicine down my throat when i refused and consoling me when i had those silly thoughts. you are also another naggy one. kept asking' had your medicine? and so on. ( you should know ) THANKS too (:

fucker: had so much to say to you. you should know who you are. (: i really wanted to thank you sososo much! after this i finally saw the real you and understand you deeper. or can say you had change so much. you learn how to care for others, think for others and console someone. you are just like another person. i'm really touched by what you did. though you broke your promise about tagging along to eat with my friends and i, you did take the effort to text and ask about me. sorry for being harsh to you when you are cheering me up. stop saying i'm a silly girl okay, you are one too. thanks for your care, concern and console! (: you also took the time out to visit me, console me when you saw me telling me it's okay, it will swell very soon. and your silly-ness to say if i won't recover, you will call up to the god and ask for me to recover. HAHAHA! so cute of you. (:thanks for your company when i'm down. you are there for me when i needed someone the most. your messages and jokes really brighten up my day. THANKS! there's nothing much i can do, all i can is to say thanks to you. 真的要谢谢你！当我最需要你, 你有做到. (:

but most importantly, that's my mom.
she's there for me when i need her, rushing here and there for me. waking up in the middle of the night to feed me medicine. thanks a lot. mummy really did a lot for me throughout those days.

HOHOHO! XP

FINALLY, i'm half out of the misery.
i can do many many things now.
though with the swollen face, i can go out already.
enjoyed the past few days out. at least i am not rotting at home.
i know i look weird but it's alright. let it be (:
already got use to all those comments. so far only one pathetic person voice out unwanted comments. and his comments aren't sarcastic ones, it's those funny funny one.

2008-10-07T11:46:00.000-07:00

N's OVER!
but gonna flunk again.
not that i didn't study nor tried my best.
i did study a bit and tried my best in most papers but.....
i just don't have the mood.

30th sept.
was being woke up by mabel.
and guess where we went to?
CHINESE GARDEN! we went there for a swim.
sounds as if we are like lunatics right?!
but we did enjoyed yourselves. (:

1st oct.
went over to friend's place with the 2 fats.
all we did was slacked slacked and SLACKED!

2nd oct.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY H!
i've got so many many things to tell you.
part of it was sent to you by message already!

went toapayoh to pass mom her wallet.
she went out without her wallet! and when she realised it she had reached toapayoh!
afterwhich, went to beach road to met up with the 2 fats.
bought a gift. and when to the fishing equipment's shops there.
you know how crazy the two of them were?
they went in to most of the shops there. i was real tired, and sat down everytime when i saw chairs. then walked and walked all around.

3rd oct.
went mahjong-ed!

4th oct.
met up with curly and s.fat.
chatted, slacked and gossiped.
( guys do gossips too )

5th oct.
went over to friend's place.

6th oct.
went over to alexandra hospital for a usual checkup.
met up with baobei and she accompanied me there.
then went back to amk central to look for her friends while i'm waiting for nicole and tingfong.
dine at KFC!

7th oct.
went over to alexandra hospital again for anaesthesia this time round.
they extracted blood from me which cause me to be in great pain!
afterwhich, went home prepared and proceed to novena for my last and pathetic dinner for this month.
dine at zhengfa with 2fats and co.

thanks people who had sent me texts that wishes me for tomorrow.
all your thoughts had been appreciated! (:
felt quite nervous right now. damn worried.
many what if is on my mind now. ahaha. think it's normal for a person to think in this way.

TOMORROW is the start of my misery.
TILL NEXT MONTH!
( sounds pathetic right? but it's the fact! )

i agreed that one will only cherish something when we are fear that we would lose it.
i'm trying my very best now, yet you are giving up.
the only thing i can do is to apologise to you sincerely.
all that i want to say to you had been said.
so now it's your turn to sort things out.
regret is always in my dictionary that causes me to feel so bad!
对不起！

2008-09-25T01:20:00.000-07:00

22nd sept.
went peni with the 2 fats.
met up with them and cabbed down.
and they went searching for their clothes.
then walked over to raffles city. then to ben and jerry for a rest.
waited for a friend. AND WALKED over to marine bay. WALKED again.
then back to amk.

went champion to look for friends then headed to friend's place then home.

you're sucha liar!
我不会在相兴你了！
actually was quite upset over everything, regretted alot.
but now, i wish you got run over by a car.
YOUR MAMA FLY, PAPA ROLL!
recalled everything that you had said and done,
and wonder which wire of mine went wrong and did such a stupid act.
that causes me to regret.
but now i finally knew the truth.
you were just lying to me right from the start!
all your this and that were just a lie.
i simply hate you damn damn lot.
trust me, don't let me bump into you and her!
it will not be a good thing and the scene will definitely be ugly.
you are just a rotten apple.
i read her blog. and i beg to differ to what she had said.
you are a guy who won't use sweet talks on girls? ahha.
you are a very kind person? ahha.
you are good and brought her to have breakfast daily then sent her home? ahha.
just an act from you.
i had never realised that you are sucha person till today.
I DESPISE A PERSON LIKE YOU.

I SIMPLY HATE AND DESPISE YOU!

2008-09-21T12:09:00.000-07:00

had not been attending school regularly!
once a week consider an achievement for me. (:
you know, school's life bored!
so why not i waste the time wisely by sleeping at home.
mummy had been nagging and nagging, really can't stand her.

15th sept.
promise that fat ass that i will attend school.
but in the end, i went to meet that fker!
he's really a fker! kind of me to buy chee cheong fan for him as he wanted to eat that.
and yet he still comment about it. voicing out those stupid and unwanted comments.
then went home around 12pm, slept and went out again.
then homed!

16th sept.
that fat ass was really an ass.
promise that he would attend school.
but ended up sleeping at home, leaving me alone in school!
i was real bored. waited for the bell for dismissal.
and after a long wait it arrived.
homed. slept and went fishing with 2fats and.co.
headed home around 12plus.
i have got an achievement! accomplished something (:

17th sept.
stayed home all day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DARRICK!

18th sept.
went watched 'the days with 2fats and co.
then after that proceed to tpy as small fat wanted to buy a gift for someone.
then bused back and slacked under kel's block.

19th sept.
went grandma's place for dinner.
then met up with sarah and her boyf.

20th sept.
actually going to fish with 2fat and co. but i didn't.
was lazy! instead of fishing i went over to liza's place for our mahjong session.
around 2am waited for 2fats and co. to accompany me to have my supper.
ate, chatted then homed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T!

21st sept.
stayed homed. cause of that fker! chatted with him on the phone till around 10am in the morning.
slept.
went to pass tingfong something and slacked.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY!

really had nothing to blog, thus, blog about my daily's event.

2008-09-09T12:29:00.000-07:00

had my engish, chinese and social studies paper during the one week holiday.
i did tried my best.
recently, many things happened.
didn't expect so many things to happen within such a short period of time.
there's a saying ' a failure is nothing, when it's compared to the numerous number of successes one had. a failure help a person to grow up. 失败是成功之母！　
perhaps it's right. might or might not be!
but there are also some good happenings, more to the bad ones.
shall not elaborate on the bad ones.

ohya, and me english paper 2 thought me about self-esteem.
it's true that one must be confident in him or herself,
but never be over-esteem.

okay, come back to the main thing.
i had said to c and d that i'll post what they had done in my blog. so i'm right here to do it.
on 1st sep'08 ( monday ), c and d are up to their mischief.
first, they lied to me about d's going for his operation.
and c called me up in the early morning around 5am and said that d's in danger.
in fact i didn't believed what he had said. but after several times of asking i actually believed.
c told that he just reached home and asked me whether do i want ot go to the hospital with him, i agreed. after hanging up the phone with him, i rushed to get things done asap.
cabbed to his block and waited for him to come down. when he came down he was with a guy, he then asked me to sit there for awhile. and he seemed so serious while talking about d's condition. mins later, the lift sounded and the two of them was looking at the lift while sitting back face the lift i felt curious and turned back. guess what, i saw d walked out. i was sooooo FED UP and started my nags!
as you can see, this two fellow are real bored! as a result, they lured me out in the early morning.!
then on 4thsep'08 ( thursday ), while i was talking to d on the phone. he told me that c can't be bailed out. and i was so stupid as to believed what he had said. talk halfway, d passed the phone to c. when i heard c's voice, i was so angry and wanted to bash up the two fellow.
to c&d: trust me, i wont ever believe what the two of you say. cb, i'm just like the world biggest fool!

disappointed.
i'm so so so disappointed today.

2008-08-21T09:28:00.001-07:00

didn't update for quite some time.
so i had to crack my brain.

080808.
didn't attend school.
went to celebrate potato's belated birthday at zhengfa which is located at novena.
had steamboat with them.

after that proceed to adrain's place there slack.
we played poker till we depart.
was so bored so took some pictures with his guy.
he likes to give all those uhem uhem pose.

090808.
went city to watch the fireworks.
after the fireworks.
went over to the singapore flyer there to wait for ahboy.we were so bored that we took many pictures.
but i only got hold of some.
upload the others when i got them. pictures not in order.

on the way home. ( 080808)

i love this picture so much!

corn and me.

went home around 4plus in the morning after my ahla at 501.

100808.

went out around 6plus.

cenreal-ed. walked and walked and walked.

super tired!

then finally went mahjong-ed at 12 plus.

played till 4plus. and D sent me home.

110808.

forget abt what happened!

120808.

went out in school uniform at around 4am.

met wenlin at the mrt station then to mac to had our breakfast.

sounds crazy right?

school-ed. prelim examinations. SS i think.

then homed. took an hour nap or so.

and went out with mummy. acc her to toapayoh.

and homed get ready, went out to meet lin and co.

homed. slept.

happy day!

130808.

went out at 4am.

school-ed. exams again.

mahjong and homed!

140808.

went out at 4am.

school and exam again.

homed. nap and mahjong.

150808.

school-ed , home-d.

160808.

went market helped granny.

was so unwilling to go down.

something happened at home-d so had to go down.

after helpin met up with sarah and fj.

slacked and chatted till 12am and homed.

170808.

grandma's place.

180808.

school-ed. took results back.

FLUNKED!

190808.

we collide!

200808.

school. BORED!

after school went adrain's place.

gym-ed and poker. then homed. slept all the way.

210808

didn't attend school. too tired.

so slept at home.

super duper angry.

that man is at my place and i can't watch tv, can'r use phone and can't use com.

he finally left at 3plus 4.

met potato and kel. slacked, chatted and gossiped.

home-d after that.

had been playing mahjong so much.

not a good thing.

went out so often at 4am before school.

and now i'm waiting for 4am to arrive.

going out for breakfast.

i know i'm veryveryvery naggy.

shall stop le.

NIGHTS!

i'm sorry. i didn't mean it to happen.

it happen cause we collide and our character dont suit.

really,i can't think of anything to say to you other then sorry!

my apologies!

对不起!

我也很后悔.

我也不希望这样的!

2008-08-16T11:53:00.000-07:00

I HATE BLOGGER

2008-07-31T10:43:00.000-07:00

27thjulywent sentosa with cheek,michi and joyce.
was supposed to meet at 1130, but ended up at around 1plus.
that's what girls are! HAHAHA.
we had a girls' talk(gossiping and crapping) throughtout the whole outing. cause there was no sun when we reached,
but still we enjoyed it. = )

michi insisted that i must post up all her photos.

and this little boy was so CUTE!!!

here're some pictures that i stole from cheek's and michi's blog.

and cheek' we aren't lunatics! HAHAHA.

after everything in sentosa, we went vivo and messed around there.

then we train back to amk.

went home to put my belongings, then proceed to meet this girl.

then homed!

8thjuly

went to school.

as usual it was BORED!

and that stupid terrence took the pen knife above and messed around.

and guess what he did?

he gave me a cut on my hand. DARN HIM!

a real cut okay! and i'm very angry with him.

took several pictures as we were very bored!

after school went to meet up with MABEL at central.

and i hate wearing school uni to central.

it was very weird and saw many familiar faces.

and they insisted that i didn't attend school! WHATEVER!

then homed after which.

28thjuly.

didn't attend school.

went lavander with mabel for her IC.

then walked around and then to city plaza for her hair extension.

after that, trained and bused back to amk.

becuse of that mabel we train for a few stops and bused back.

then went to cbmac to meet up with baobei.

and we proceed back to the mrt station to meet up with six.

then homed after which.

29july.

school's as per normal.BORED.

after school, went swimming with michi,cheek,joyce and arron at bihui's place.

met up with mabel for lunch too. she came all the way from yishun just for lunch with me. sweet right? laughs.

then i went back to bihui's place for a swim tand dinner then homed!

30thjuly.
school's real bored!

can there be any entertainment for us in school?

i guess no.

after school was in the canteen with chuan.

waited for lin and went home shortly after she reached!

hurried homed, change and down to meet mabel for a movie MONEY NOT ENOUGH2!

it was quite a nice show.

after our show, went 721 to meet with uncle FAT!

was actually feeling quite weird and embarrassed before going there.

and i INSIST that i want to go home.

but the 2 of them FORCED me there.

so i eventually sat there and chat with them.

and it goes on and on till i went to grandma's place around 11plus.

then homed!

i think i'm very naggy in this post.

but at least i did POST!

nights!

something bad happened!

2008-07-23T09:09:00.000-07:00

my blog was so dead.
cause there's nothing much to blog about.

23thjuly
had chinese oral today. FLUNKED for sure.
somehow i just love to say things that had got no link.
after oral, met lin at 431.
she came over to help me buy something,
then went over to her place soon after that.
waited for her to do this and that, as you know she love to take her own sweet time.
soon i walked home as lin went to the mrt station.
then BLAHBLAHBLAH~

as you can see life's so bored when one had to attend school.

2008-06-23T08:10:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL STARTS TODAY!

as usual,super bored!
did nothing in school.&wonder why i have to go school.
when there's really nothing for me to do!

after school,usual routine.
went 434,then marc and ron came.
sat for awhile and walked away cause marc saw 'dontknow' who.
then walked here and there.
waited for this and that!
finally,to hub and get what i wanted,then homed!

2008-06-19T15:19:00.000-07:00

ARGGGGG! holiday is so boringgggg.
and shit, i'm use to the life of sleeping when the sun rise and wakingup when the sunset!
it would be terrible when school reopen. OMG!!!!!!

alright. i had been thinking about something.
and ya , why would someone who is in need of money approach the loansharks for help( financial-ly). and when the person do not have money to pay back they would choose to called to police up? don't they find themselves being very duper-ly unreasonable? it's right for them to pay back, as it was them who went forward to approach the loansharks for help.
there are some debtors who are VERY UNREASONABLE! they would call up the police for help when they can't pay back! it's not as if the loansharks will eat them up or... at least be reponsible by taking taking effort to pay back what they owe.
in the very first place, if you know that you can't pay back what you owe, then don't borrow.
if you want to borrow, please think twice.
you see, those financial consultant ( sounds better ) themselves also have got family to feed for. so they need the money back too! just don't understand those debtors thoughts. they have to wake up!!!!!

WENLIN's back, and she got me a shirt instead of what i want.
but it's alright (: , at least she have got heart.
if not HAHAHAHAHA.

life have been the same everyday.
what i did mostly was eat,sleep and out.
nothing interesting. but i got to learn manymany things.
many things happened too. some are good and some are of cause bad.
err. the most important thing i had learn was
FRIENDS, UNCLES and sometimes even someone you trust can't be trusted.
LAUGHS! the most stupid thing i had learn.

alright,off the bad now.
it's already 7am.
NIGHTS.
nonononoo.it's
MORNINGS (:

yw stop being sucha busybody!

2008-06-06T12:53:00.000-07:00

4th june.

went PasirRis for the bbq that i had being waiting forward to.
and yeah, it turns out to be a good and fun one. (:
the only thing i dislike was that i'm being played on.
something very embarrassing happened! and it was like OHHMY!
but fine, since it's over, it's over.
i'm a person who don't bear grudges. perhaps*

5th june.

was home-d all day.
wasn't feeling well after drinking.
a war between the aliens and the humans occurred in my head. and it results to a very serious headache. laughs. (: ( i know it's not funny, i'm just being bored )

6th june.

HAPPYBIRTHDAY NICHOLAS!
met louis and bihui at around 11plus.went city hall for an interview.
and then to clarke quay and headed to grandma's place soon after that.
had a short nap.
and blahblahblah it goes.

Disappointed with you.

2008-06-03T12:18:00.000-07:00

WAULAU!
let me rant here.
i was so angry just now.

that f**kin w****n,
can you just keep your bloody mouth shut?
don't it concern anything about you?
&do you have to poke in to give your so called ' SUGGESTION?
it's simply rubbish.
do you know what you say can put me in deep deep trouble? think before you speak. it's something you should do. it can help you to stop one from hating you.
you're jus a f**ker to me.
are you that great?
&do you know that your eyes&what you say makes you very disgusting?
you simply have the VERY XIALAN eyes.
&when you stare at others, it makes me feel like bashing you up into minced man!
when you speaks it's all rubbish. you're very rude.
you arent a straight forward person, but you're just rubbing salt into one's wound!
your casual words are darn hurtful.
do you know what you say can hurt someone deeply by not giving it a second thought and just spiked out what you feel like saying?
i hate been disliking you since i got to know you.
so what you're a beng?
does it means you can simply make someone angry and upset?
just shut the f**k up. keep your smelly mouth shut.
dont give any suggestion.
you don't know me that well, so dont ever poke into my things.
if that ever happen again, i would really turns you into MINCED MAN.
just trust me. & i'll prove you wrong that i'm good to bully, im good to disturb.
just be considerate and think for others. you're just being selfish.
think only for yourself.
i really wonder why would someone wants to befriend with you, when you're sucha idiot person. why would you have friends? you know what friends are ? i somehow thinks that you dont know what the terms friends are!

went grandma house today, ate dinner at her place then proceed to 628.
went to help out at granny's stall. soon after that, wenlin&fealyn came.
chatchit&crap we goes.
and it was the time where i saw that f**ker.
he made me real mad! MADMADMAD!
was being irritated by what he said.

okayokay. i better stop.
in case i get real crazy.

NIGHTS!

2008-06-02T13:16:00.000-07:00

hey-hey!

my life had been going upside down.
vice versa of what i want.
kinda of disappionted with the things that had happened.
e.g friends, family and so on.

friends

i admit that i'm proud to have you girls with me all the while. though we had known each other for a very long time, we had simply to many misunderstandings and ostacles in between one another. i'm getting kinda of disappointed with you girls for doing those fcuking things.( you should know what you had done to get me this mad ) in a friendship, there must be something called trust. but yes i agreed that all of us lose faith in each other for doing so many shits. perhaps, friends like you girls or to say sisters like you girls are not what i wanted.

to ********,

although we had enjoyed each other's company when we are out.in times where we're gossiping, crapping or whatever.but it's been over.never did i realised you brought me the most disppointed! just recalled what fcuk you told *****. laughs! you're simply just too childish, too immature.get a life! i won't deny that i'm jealous of you. no matter what fcuk you want you'll always get it. and yeaps, it's freaking true that you're a good friend in terms of everything.but you're not one when it comes to relationship.you're always a letdown.i've always tried to treasure and cherish our times together and not let everything go down to the drain.but now to think back,i found myself being a stupid person for doing so.

i'm a veryvery extremely selfish girl. who doesn't like to share things with others. but in fact who likes to do that?you do?it would be!for goddness sake, stop lying to yourself and stop being a clown in other's mind.you're just like a clown doing stupid things to make yourself seems like a fool infront of the others.

alright.shall stop that before my wrinkles pop out.

err. though it's june holiday now.but it doesn't seems like one.it's boring,lifeless and stupid.well, just hope that for the following days it would be great.many stupid and meaningless things happened.but of cause there are also quite meaningful and enjoyable times.

waiting for 4th june. for the bbq.hope that the bbq will turn out good.

it's 454am now.

i'm turning to bed soon, but before that i'm gonna smoke now!

NIGHTS!

2008-04-14T20:54:00.000-07:00

2008-03-22T12:58:00.000-07:00

HELLOS.

monday. baobei's(delphine) mummy birthday!

sat! before going to 628 .

2008-03-14T11:22:00.000-07:00

HELLOS. = )

i'm back again.
well, didn't blog for a veryveryvery long time again.
was so lazy to blog. = ) being lazy is something to be proud of. HAHAHA.

okay shall start with some photos that i took quite some times ago.

-when we went to take videos for the ChineseNewYear film making or so.

-during chinese class.

act!

-
- during ChineseNewYear.

- was with tingfong at fish&.co after we received our commission.

- was on the train with wenlin .

- on the way to don't know whose house.

this week was our school holiday.
but it's endin in 2days time. sigh.
well i didn't go anywhere except central.
met up with my girlfriends and so on.
chitchat, eat and rot there.

saw the HIM* on thurs night.
waulau eh. it was so paiseh lorhs.
imagine yourself being disturbed again and again by others while he's sitting at the same table as you were. and that you had tried your very best using a newspaper to hide your face pretending that you're reading it but was been seen by others. (LAUGHS.)

today

was at home till mabel messaged me.

went down central at around 4plus. it was so early okay!

but it's because i'm a good friend so i headed down without any nags.

reached a-star then went to funland for pool.

after pool went to a-star again. and i sat there till 11plus.

cool right ? sitting at a coffeeshop for so many hours. HAHAHA.

it's bored but at least there is someone entertaining me.

chitchat, eat and rot there. something happened to me as well.

but thanks mabel and delphine. = )

alright. shall stop here.

heading to bed soon. = ]

NIGHTS!

It's love that will not vanish.

From another view, loving someone doesn't need any reasons.

He has his own choice.

I don't blame him but i hate him.

BUT i still want him to be happy.

2007-12-31T10:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2008
It's the end of year 2007.
lots of things really happen in 2007 unwantly!
GOOD AND BAD.~
well, more of the bad things occurred, but from that i learned real lot.
and i also got to know and see more things that are happenin.
it makes me real awake from the world/life we are in.
HAHAHA.
i also got to know lots of friends!

just hope 2008 will be a better year for everyone. = ]

CHERYL,
you're thanking everyone single one everyday. i shall help them to say a big welcome to you.
HAHAHA. hey girl, thanks alot for all the strawberries, marshmallows and those fondue that are already been eaten by priscilla. (: real glad to have you as a colleague and a friend. we're always crapping, didn't know that you can craps so much on the first day of work. hahaha. mayb.... anyway don't be upset as it's your last day of work. life is like this, when you're used to something, you have to stop and continue with another part of your life.STUDYHARD! we'll sure meet up along with the others. NOWORRIES! there'll be chance to meet up with our craziest ellen and zai. and not forgetting kalsom, nicole, asshole, michelle and moremore of them. lastly, dont forget my present! PRESENT WANTED FROM CHERYL.* =) there's something i want to add on, i realise you miss me real lot. you know why ? cause every of your post has my name priscilla on it. HAHAHA.

TINGFONG,
heyheyhey asshole, thanks for talkin to me whenever i'm down or something like that. you're a greatgreatgreat asshole. HAHAHA. workhard. and all the best for your result. remember dont always bully nicole you know ? queueing for pass also can bully her! HAHAHA. anyway all the best to you in the new year. (:

and lastly, KALSOM. HAHAHA. she's a great colleague.

2007-12-15T09:37:00.000-08:00

HELLOS.

i'm backbackback. = ]
well, never blog for a veryvery long time.

was workin all the time.
it's quite a tiring and demandin job.
but at least better then being jobless.
jobless is boring. imaging yourself stayin home&going out all day.
oh my. nonono! it's far worst.
alright stop the craps now, priscilla
but i ended my work since 27dec! hohohohoho. = ]

err. actually got alot of things to say. but now.
i waas like WTH. i forgot everything!
and i've somethin important to say " I FAIL MY N'LEVEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY CHERLY,
thanksthanks for your card. i know it's my last day!
BUT IT'S MY LAST DAY OF WORK NOT LAST DAY OF LIVING. SO DONT BE SAD. = ]
HAHA. you're so welcome for thankin me that i appreciating your card. hohoho.
dont worry i'll study hard. = ]
and when i was readin your post, i saw that :" fiah,fiah,fiah!
i was laughing away.
it's also great knowin you although the duration is short.
we really had lots of fun & crazy times within the short period of time.
especially those 'piahpiahpiah, ba gua and eatin of these and that and moremoremore.
i got open my eyes bigbig okay. you'll know when we meet up next time. .
i'll definitely meet up with you even though i leave kingpower.
i'll call you. but you must call me too.
you dont have to thank me for been kind to you,
cause i dont agree with what you say.
you know why ? cause i'm realrealreal kind to you.
i'll remember to return you your marshmallows. but you have to return me, mine cotedor
sample as well. haha. :) jokinjokin.

okayokay, shall end here.
update when i recall what i wanted to say. byebye. = )

2007-10-22T11:45:00.000-07:00

CHENLU- nevermind it's alright. i haven't link you too = ]]
will link you soon!

SHERMIN- aiyo no time to post. i'm busybusybusy. you know ? today just started how to
write ? haha. update lerhs update lerhs. B_ITCH!

ROBIN- haha. you're one! i waited so long alright !

SHIPEI- HELLOS.

BELINDA- HELLOS TOO = ]]]]]]]]

CHERIE- yarhs. everything seems better after exams. take care too = ]]]]]]]]]]]]

2007-10-22T11:15:00.000-07:00

HELLOS.
i'm backbackback!
there's alot of things that had happened without knowin.
it all happened and gave me sucha great shock!

13oct
i was informed that old uncle passed away. he was the uncle who dote on me.
i was really surprised upon the news, as granny went to visit him on friday night
and she said that he was fine! everyone was sad upon the news.
cause we had know him for sucha long time. i knew him since i was born, mummy
knew him when she's young and granny had knew him for 20plus years. and they were the very old and good friend. things had continued to happen!

16oct
market was on fire. i received the news after my bathe. i received many phone-calls and message from many people informing me that market was on fire. mummy and bro rushed down, soon after that, i rushed down too. but by the time i reached, everything was gone the whole market is badly burnt. everything was gone jus like that, the whole market was burned down just in a flash! market is the place where many memories were kept among everyone.
as for me, it was the good and the bad memories. many things occurred there. now all my memories had gone just in a flash just like what happened to the market when fire broke out.
many things are simply gone forever and never be back. but i know ' bad things won't last', it's just a matter of time.

recently, i had been going amk central to meet up with delphine, liyi and co. whom i don't really know or whom i don't know at all. interesting right ? haha.
and i saw MR.B that day. ohmygwards. real weird and i was disturb with jasmine and delphine.
the both of them are idiots, kept on disturbing me even though i'm already very shy.
and they sang a song to a guy to hint on him to say about MR.B!
and lucky, he didn't get what they're trying to say. otherwise hehehe.

err. work started today, it was pretty fine. it's quite a interesting job! and it's real fun workin there. got to know many people who work with me too. hehes. they're all real friendly and helpful. = ]]
okay. shall head to bed. i'm workin tomorrow too. BYEBYE! nights. = ]

it took me 1234509876 years to upload these photos.

2007-10-09T10:39:00.000-07:00

hohoho. i'm BACK.
it's been a long time yeas.

i had jus finished my N'level on monday.

happyhappy. wees. holiday for me! = ]

goodgood. i don't have to attend schol for these few months.

my mind now had been filled up with tons and tons of stuff.

there are up&down through the days when i'm studyin.

i placed in my very best already. but still.

there's one phrase:" let natural take its course.

this was always used by him**. llalala`s

i shall have some funn before my results are out.

i' had forgot about what happened these few weeks,

but what i can remembered what BADBADBAD!
okay shall start about monday.

monday
my last paper the POA. oh my. it was the first time in my 2yrs of poa-in,

i finished the whole paper without givin up. = ] it's my hard work.

and aft that i went to for hair treatment.

andandand went market to chitchitchatchat with granny.

and guess what! i saw a couple. but i didn't know who it was.

TILL I WALKED TOWARDS UNCLES.

it was THEM ( THE HIM & HIS GIRL )

at that time my mood are loww. the lowest you know.

but it's been the past. i should learn to let go and be a grow up.

LET THE PAST BE PAST! but i CAN'T.

how much love & effort i had put in. but then what happens ?

it's jus a great disappointment. the feelin of heartbreak was terrible.

&boy, you won't understand how i feel.

you're in your world of brightness whereas where am i ?

did you think for me.

you said you appreaciate what i have done, and thank me for all this and that

& sorry for being like this. but it's no longer of any use.

other then these few things what can you say ?

be creative and think of something better.
you gave me the reason of : " you just can't forget your ex girlfriend,
we shouldnt be together cause you know it wont last and that you're afraid when we arent together we couldn't be friends , you didn't want to hurt me and so on and so fro.

but what happens in the end ? you are with another girl right now.
do you know lies make me worst. forget it.

i should stop these craps!

tuesday

went interview with brendan, robin and jason.

and yeas! I'M SCOLDIN ROBIN LOH RIGHT HERE.

i waited for him for sucha long time.

we should reached the place by 2pm but ended up reachin ther at 4pm!

all because of robin. cause he's dying and cuttin his hair for sucha long time.

heyheyhey!! you know how long brendan and i waited ?

what a genlthman you're

haas. and went market again. went to have dinner at grandma's place as i promised her

& proceed to pass granny her card. = ] how filial i am. gees.

alrightalright. after such a long post. i'm headin to bed!

but before that realies to all tags.

MIMI: i had done my very best. i know you did too. takecare = ]

SHIPEI: hellos there.

SHERMIN: err. not sure. let decide again. but i'm goin penisular this sat or what. not that i'm lazy is jus because i'm not free. i had been studyin last few weeks. = ]

REBECCA: okay.

JENNA: yeahs. thanks for all the morning calls. = ]

MARISSA: suresure.

CHENLU: nevermind. it's alright! i haven't link you too = ]

2007-09-22T21:04:00.000-07:00

MICHELLE : heyheyhey! i've had also contacted with the habit callin MICHELLE.
all your fault. cus of you callin priscilla whenever you sees me. hahas.
LOVES too <33

SHERMIN: my blog colour sucks ? then don't read lorhs. hahas. BITCHH! LOVED too <33

YILING : HELLOS too.

SOPHIA : nonono. mine waterbabies haven't die! it's real. only mine takes time.

nothin interesting happen recently.
so there's nothing much for me to blog.
i'm living a boring life right now.

21st sep.

Happy Birthday DADDY.
went hub with daddy and lots of unexpected incident happens.
gave him a cake with a card on it. = ] hees.
then things happen as usual.
and i told someoness that my birthday is comin.
and so i demanded for presents.
and they was like still so long. hahas.

22nd sep.

went hub to have lunch with ahyi, her husband & nic.
and i was like hub again! sigh.
we ate sushi. it was my idea. gees.
ordered quite a lot. was darmy full.
aft that went shopshop around.
and things happen as usual again. = ]

you're being LOVED. <33

2007-09-19T06:32:00.000-07:00

school was boring.~
went home straight after school aft gettin my report slip.
( quite happy with the result i got )
actually i'm supposed to meet asshole eng. but in end i didn't not.
was sleepin till SHERMIN called me.
and we went J8 for long john, cus she said she wanna eat LONG JOHN >.<
then we cabbed back to 500plus.

both of us were rather piss-ed off by the driver!
HEY WHY CAN'T WE DON'T KNOW THE STREET AND AVENUE ?
WHY CAN'T WE TALKED IN THE WAY WE WANT ? ANY PROBLEM WITH THAT ?
he said that the way we talked gave a bad impression.
but it's the way we LOVE.

on the way i spooted something. it's the FUN-FAIR.
and we are decidin to go to the fun-fair.

SHERMIN was pissed off and i'm good and stop her from scoldin back.
as a result we ended at a block opp JINGSHAN PRI.
we slacked at the playground and went to the bus-stop.
i was there playin with the waterbabies. IT'S CUTE.! CUTE.
her waterbabies love me more than their owner.
andandand i spotted 2 heart shape waterbabies. i'm smartsmartsmart.
shermin was GREAT! she gave me some waterbabies to rear.
and i gonna rear them in with care unlike HER. hahas.
we chatted about manymany things before we part.
we can even chat from human- our past to dogs and all sorts of rubbish!
she said we're bitches! BITCH! but i disagreed! i'm not. = ]]] hahas.

jus came from from grandma's place.
grandpa was irresposible!! he asked me down just to help my dad to pay his phone bill!
HEY GRANDPA, you're really something.
ask me bus-ed down in a longlong journey jus to pay the bill. cus you're out.
as if there's no one elses to help you. nanana.
saw meilian gugu & meiqi gugu.
they were in the market with shushu.
it's been 12345987628 yrs since i met up with them. hohohos.
they never change a single bit. still the same.
meilian gugu shouted 38 when she saw me.
and i was thinkin : heyheyehy so many people you know ? i'm SHY.
chatted with them and went home. BUS-ed home again to save money. = ]
and met some ahemahem in the bus. thy're annoyin!

happy belated birthday DARRICK & LOVERINE!
happy birthday to ZHURONGJI.

2007-09-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

TINGTING: thanksthanks. see you too. = ]
SHANAZ: they're not crazy, they're jus bored & had nothin better to do. as a result it leads to spamm-ing. i've had cheerup = ] thanksthanks. take manymany loadsloads care too.
SOPHIA: linked you up already = ]
SHIPEI: hellos there too.
SINYI: LINKED. = DD

2007-09-18T05:03:00.000-07:00

well. school today was still the same.
& met LEEPEIFEN for revision.
butbutbut we ended up crappin nonsense& share about our past relationship we had.
and her recent relationship. she in her sweetsweet relationship with her boy.
can see that she's much happier now in this relationship.
hohohos. i love her man. LEEPEIFEN!
i pity him alot( you should know who ) = ]

andandand PLEASE DON'T LOOK DOWN ON PEOPLE WHO HAVE BUCKTOOTH!
THEIR TEETH WILL BE STRAIGHT SOONER OR LATER. you know ?
IT'S JUS A MATTER A TIME.
so what if you're sweet with your boyfriend ? do you need to be sooooo PROUD ?
you said you boyfriend IS the sweetest of everything you had ? oh my goddess sake.
i don't think so alright. PUKE**
!@#$%$#@!^&&**&^.

2007-09-14T02:38:00.000-07:00

yeapps. 1st MONTH!

siewli: finally taggin me up. ahahas, anyway dont use the idea of PRWAN&MEE. LOVES.
gwen: finne . veryveryvery fine. how abt you ?
michelle: whatever. ahahas. LOVES. <3 LOUDSPEAKER!
jenna: you takecare too = ] i won't be bother by them.
qiujuan: link!!!
shermin. heyheyhey! stopstopstop. hahas. BITcch i LOVEYOU TOO = ]

2007-09-07T23:34:00.000-07:00

SHERMIN- HEY BELOVED THANKS ALOT GIRL. THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP AND SORRY FOR ALL THE TROUBLE OF CHANGIN THIS AND THAT. THEY FCUKIN KNOW WHO CHANGE ALL THE THINGS ? AND WHY WOULD YOU CHANGE. CUS THEY ARE LAME AND HAD NOTHING TO DO. BUT NO MATTER WHAT THANKSTHANKS. LOVEYOU LOADS&LOADS&LOADS <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">HAHAS = ]

YOU SHOULD KNOW WHO I'M REFERRING TO-
HEY PLEASE FIND SOMETHING BETTER TO DO INSTEAD OF SPAMMIN HERE AND THERE.
DON'T YOU FIND IT BORING ? IT'S SOMETHING SO STUPID TO BE DONE. OH MY! HOW OLD ARE YOU NOW ? STILL PLAYING ON SUCHA STUPID THINGY . BE A GROWN UP MAN, AND DON'T BRING DISGRACE TO US. IF YOU WANNA SPAM GO ON . BUT AT LEAST SPAM WITH YOUR PRIDE&EGO. DON'T BE A USELESS AND SHAMELESS SPAMMER.
WELL, IF YOU HATE ME SO MUCH THEN DON'T BOTHER TO DO ALL THIS. DO YOU KNOW DOING ALL THIS IS, IS JUST BRINGING SHAME TO YOURSELF AND I'M MUCH HAPPIER, CUS AT LEAST SOMEONE WHO HATE ME BOTHER TO TELL ME EVERYTHING. IT'S SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF, AS COMPARED TO YOU . HIDING BEHIND THE DARK DOING ALL THOSE THINGS. IT'S SOMEHOW COMPARED TO LOSING YOUR PRIDE AND EGO AT THE SAME TIME. AND DON'T THINK I DON'T KNOW WHO THE HELL ARE YOU. PLEASE EVEN A SMALL KID WOULD KNOW WHO ARE YOU, THEY'LL ALSO LAUGH AT YOU DOING SUCHA STUPID JOKE ON YOURSELF. I 'VE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS NONSENSE. I HAD BEEN TOLERATING YOU FOR A VERY LONG TIME. I'VE TOLERATE ONCE&ONCE AGAIN. AND IT'S DOESN'T MEAN I CAN TOLERATE YOU FOREVER ALRIGHT ? DON'T GO OVER MY LIMIT AND YOU'LL REGRET! STOP ASKING FOR THIS THAT ARE UNWANTED. YOU SPAM IN MY BLOG & I HAD SAID NOTHING OTHER THAN ASKING YOU TO STOP IT. BUT NOW, YOU HAD WENT REAL OVERBOARD. YOU EVEN WROTE COMMENTS TO ME PROFILE IN FRIENDSTER. HEY, PLEASE FOR GODDESS SAKE. DON'T BE SO CHILDISH, THINK & ACT AS A GROWN UP.

YOU'RE JUST BRING DISGRACE TO YOURSELF! *

2007-09-04T03:36:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey!
can you guys give me peace ?
it's enough! enough is enough!
this is my blog if you guys wanna quarrel or what,
please get out of my blog.
i wouldn't mind if you hate me!
jus dont spam right here.

CHERIE: relink already = )
SHANAZ: LINK already.
ZHURONGJI: yeas it's you!
MARISSA: suresure. takecare = )

2007-09-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey!

i'm havin N's these few days.

hoohoos.

err. jus had dinner with mom, uncle V, nic& i

went to have indonesia's food.

you know what! it's so embarrassing.

uncle V is so choosy& fussy.

and he made a nuisance of us.

cus nic still need another bowl of rice,

then he ask for another bowl of rice.

he told to waiter :' i want another bowl of rice.

i want the rice to be hot. cus you gave me cold rice just now.

in the menu you wrote STEAM RICE, so why is your rice cold.

i WANT HOT STEAM RICE NOT COLD RICE.

and aft that we orderd BANANA SPIT.

as you know it's always has 3flavour. STRAWBERRY,CHOCOLATE&VANILLA.

RIGHT ? and he asked for 3 spoon .

and he's reasoning is because the ice-cream has 3flavour, so we need 3 spoon!

oh MY. i BTH him lorhs. DBD~

so paiseh leis.

hahas.

studystudystudy now!

bye~

2007-08-31T10:26:00.000-07:00

SHERMIN BELOVED!

THANKSTHANKS ALOT FOR SAVIN IT MAN. = ]

AND IT'S ALRIGHT ABOUT THIS AFTERNOON.

I'M FINE WITH THAT. ONLY YOUR DEAR DISTURBIN ME. HEES*

yeapys! new blogskin done by shermin beloved! = ]

i was messing up everything till it couldn't be cured,

and now it's cure. woohoos.

err. when 505 to meet up with them yeas.

and i was DISTURBED by them except shermin!

ahem hey can't you guys don't disturb me for once goddess sake ?

and then went grandma's place to disturb grandma.

and i was accompanied by her nags. but it's okay!

& headed to 628 to vist granny too . oh hoos. it's kind of her.

she helped me alot today! GRANDMA&GRANNY are GREAT.

saw fengji when i'm at 628 rottin.

and we went for a puff& at the same time talkin nonsense with him.

was nagginnagiin&naggin at him till i went to meet HIM**

i'm happyhappyhappy!

hey: uncle yandao, even if you got soreeyes, it's not my fault.

jus blame your eye's protection layer not good enough.

and i'm still angry with you for that text. nahs!! >.<

headin to my sweetsweetland now.

i'm gonna study tomorrow! it's a MUST.

2007-08-28T09:59:00.000-07:00

Well, it's raining cats&dogs today.
didn't know what to blog.
err well, didn't do anything real much today.
stay-ed at home without attendin school.
cus i've had got 3miserable days of MC for my SORE-EYE.
eh. TANMONKEY&TEOAHBEAR was partly to blame too.
Cus they spread to me.
&&& guess what was their reply .

RECALLIN..

monkey's reply was. :
i great right ? and that he was sharing what he has with me.
bear's reply was :
LAUGHS.
and i was darmy furious at that time. hohoho. but it's alright.
they really treat me the best.

heyheyhey, i'm crediting the 2 of you right in my blog.
feelin- honour ? LAUGHS.

went 600plus at around 6plus to meet up with my mom.
cus she had the intention of bringing to see a doctor cus of ......
but in the end we went walkin round&round with NIC too. = ]
i drag him into the pic again. and it's FUN.

i saw MR.B too. with his GIRL. i'm irritated. ahahas.
butbutbut it's alright already. i've learn to let go of things happily.
what for i cling onto the past right ?
i still have my future. a brightbright future. = ] (consolin myself)

this was what popped up in my mind when i saw you with her.
i've GROWN UP. hohohos.
to think back of those memories i had encounted in the past relationship ,
i'm tired. real tired!
and that i'm getting along fine in my single life.
prehaps* it suits me more right now.
i'm contented with what i had right now.
going into a relationship to me may add up to my worries&stuff like that.
so what for right ? i'm still young. (these was what those uncle told me )
uncle said : haiyos xiaomeimei, you're still young alright.
you'll find a better guy in future. so no worries.
jus enjoy yourself right now. play as much as possible.
there'll be a better guy down the road for you. ahahas.
to think of what they often used to console me.
i really want to thanks them. they're GREAT!

err. thinkin of crediting some people as i really had nthin to do. = ]
but the main purposes was really to thank them .

TANMONKEY, you're a great friend&a good listener, thanks for chating with me whenever i'm bored&sad. the way you talk really cheer me up yeahs.
TANAHWHITE, heyheyhey you're a great ahwhite to me can. thanks for being with me whenever i need you. you rocks. = ]
AHRON, eh. i'm crediting you right now. so stop disturbing me in MSN. you know sometimes talking to you makes me MAD ? you're full of jokes. >.<>

okok. stop my rubbish right now.
i think my medicine is acting and i had to head to bed to my sweetsweet land = ]

2007-08-26T05:22:00.000-07:00

❤ SIEW LI says:
the sun-glasses co.
[p][r][i][s][c][i][l][l][a] I HATE MINCED MEAT NOODLE, FISHBALL NOODLE& LASKA! says:
ahas
❤ SIEW LI says:
sure tio whack

that's what siewli say.
cus we had a big group who infected with SOREeyes
darmy ass.
i'm sickSICKSICK!

2007-08-25T01:00:00.000-07:00

i can hardly open my eyes nows.

2007-08-20T08:58:00.000-07:00

陈小白，juitong!

she's my dearest 陈小白！

hey thanks for being there for me always.

2007-08-19T01:12:00.000-07:00

love bring happiness to people.
but love doesnt bring happiness to me!
guess what it brings me :
' it's brings me to the world of isane.

love brought smile to others.
but love brought me hurt and tears.

2007-08-08T22:31:00.000-07:00

hellos hellos HELLOS.

yoyoyo.
darm upset right now.
my mood was darm low. :(

MR.B
' you asked me who am i ?
' hey please, dont go overboard alright !
' my tolerant for you had reached the limit.
' why can't you jus understand how am i feelin right now .

' Age gaps doesn't matter,

' As age is jus a numbering.

' But it's too sudden for me to know your right age!

' Everyone lied to me for sucha long time and i believed for sucha long time.

' But last night UNCLE HANDSOME told me the truth.

' Oh my holyholy.

I LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I HATE YOU!!!

2007-08-07T07:10:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEY.

yeahs. i've not blog for SUCHa long time man.
err. prehaps is because of my COLD-BLOOD ' N-LEVEL prelim.
my prelim is only next tues. ahahas.
BUTBUTBUT i have not start with any revisin.

oh my HOLYHOLY SHIT!
guess what !
it's the FIRSTY time that my mom return me money yeas.
each time i help her buy things she wouldn't pay me back.
but TODAY she pay me. =)
i'm a GOOODA daughter who wouldn't ask her to pay me money.
i'm PROUD of myself.

BOY,

' Don't show apologic,

' No point of apologizing in this nick of time.

' Those effort i've put in, not jus sorry can mend.

' Saying sorry billion times, doesn't cure at all

it had been the one month since we went out together.

i'm missin you every moment.

will love blossomed in between us ?

but no matter what, i'll keep this love in my heart.

lovin someone doesn't comes with a reason.

2007-07-30T00:27:00.000-07:00

oh MY!
it's MONDAY and the whole MORNING,
i'm ROTTING at home already.
and YEAHS. i skip school jus because of the stupid PHOTO-TAKIN.
didn't want to have any photo-takin. (:

and i forget to mention.
MR.B.
' from what you said ytd,
' you didn't think.
' i HURT my hand because of the bottle you know ?
' you said that everyone sees my effort and you sees it too ?
' but i don't feel it.
' i have success ? i dont think that way.
' let me tell you, lovin someone comes from a kind of feel.
' it doesnt matter whether does that person have anything!
' it doesn't matter anything of LOOKS, MONEY & CHARACTER. understand ?

i'm jus being naive, silly and stupid!

<3>

2007-07-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

bestbestbest ASSHOLE (: always cheerin meup.

HELLOS! = )

it seems like a hundred years i didn't blog.

woowoo.

yeahs, jus came back from central,

with those guys who had a sense of humour!

( they should know who they're )

andandand i brought along the present for MR.B,

and i made a nuisance out of it.

passed it to UNCLEYANDAO

thanksthanks. but too bad, he didn't appreciate it.

SOSOSO as a result... ahemahem.

i hurt my hand when i doing the present and yet he does all this.

DARM ASS!!

he text me while i'm pool-ing and all those text made me stop pool-ing.

MR.B

' hey you. PLEASE i didn't pity you alright ?

' you think too MUCH!

' anyway there isn't a need for you to thank me.

' i should be the one to say thanks not you.

' thanks for makin me so HURT/SAD!

' i'm jus being navie, silly and stupid.

2007-07-22T03:52:00.000-07:00

i'm finally able to BLOG!

ahahaas. i'm BUSY!
i'm BUSY!

ahahas. LMAOY.

2007-07-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

didn't feel like bloggin,
didn't have the mood to blog recently.~

it's been 10days from the day we went town together!
i wanted to tell you lots of things,
butbutbut i didn't have a chance.
when i got up my courage to talk to you,
you were gone.
i've so many things to tell you- so many unspoken words.

whenever i saw you in 628,
i would feel so weird.

boy, i really miss you alot!
jus hope that miracle could happen.
i LOVE you! (:
i missed that day when we went out together!

2007-07-13T09:35:00.000-07:00

你们好，

今天是黑色星期五！
而我也看了到他，
我终于明白了相见不如换年的意思了。
那真的是很痛苦。

爱真的是要远分。
我可以为我爱的人伤心流泪，但爱我的人可以为我服出也为我吃心觉对。

爱给了他我也不后悔，但我希望他可以给我以可机会。
但我看得出起时你还很爱她。

天长地久有多久？

not every relationship can last forever.
in a relationship both parties have to put in their best,
both have to give in. and not rely on either one party.
it's useless to rely only on either one. it's doesnt mean any sense only to rely on one!
it's a relationship the 2person so both have to play a part.

' i missing you.

' i'm loving you.

' no matter what happens, i'll really stand by you and walk down the road with you !

不管风风雨雨，我都会陪着你！

2007-07-11T04:50:00.000-07:00

thanks MIMI for combine-ing all this for me. YEAH!

it's so sweet to have this gift. wahahas.

it's cute&lovely like it's owner. (ahemahem)

( he should know who he is )

jus reach home from grandma's place & it's already going 8pm,

andandand i'm still in my school uniform.

cabby home from 628.

i'm a good sister, i brought dinner for my brother! ( i knew i am )

ahahas. saw tucky at 628 too (:

he's with his mom.

i'm going for my bathe and decided to bed early.

NIGHTS.

2007-07-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

爱和恨！
你会要那一可？

我的心里只有一可人，
那就是他！
我好爱好爱他。

当你走过我时，
我好想看你一眼可是我又害怕！

我真的真的好想和你在一起，
谢谢你给我的礼物。

是你给的我一定会喜欢，
也会好好地珍惜！

我一定会等你，

也会好好的爱你。

我会在你身边手这你。

OH MY!

i just realised my chin is so bad!

have to practise more. (:

2007-07-10T08:40:00.000-07:00

' this is my PRECIOUS!

' i love this doggy lots!

' i'll treasure this doggy for sure!

' as it's a gift from HIM!

THANKS FOR THIS PRESENT,

I APPRECIATE IT ALOT.

2007-07-09T08:45:00.000-07:00

a seashell is easy to be mend,
but a relationship is too difficult to be mend!

i'm just being stubborn but i still love you deeply.

BUT ,
BUT ,
BUT ,
BUT ,
BUT ,

no matter what happen or what you say.
i wont give it a darm.

AND ,
AND ,
AND ,
AND ,
AND ,

I PROMISE I'LL WALK WITH YOU TILL THE VERY END

AND TO BE AT YOUR SIDE WHEN YOU NEED ME!

2007-07-06T09:48:00.000-07:00

i'm HAPPY!
i'm HAPPY!

i'm anxious abt tml.
waitin patiently for our meetin at 3pm.
whoolalas!

wow. to be frank it's a surprise that MR.B text me.
i was so SHOCKED when i turn on my phone and saw his text.
heeshees. indeed i'm REALLY HAPPY. :)
he appear when i'm not in the right mood and while i'm showin a farkin attit towards granny.
' he BRIGHTENS up my day.
' he leads me to my smile.

nights! =)

2007-07-06T01:18:00.000-07:00

thanks ASSHOLE ENG for the walk. :)

oh well, i climb the school gate out today with ASSHOLE eng,
due to his laziness.
he's lazy to walk to the gate.
ANDANDAND we climb the gate.
OH MY GOSH!

I HATE CLIMBING OUT!!
i'll nevernever evr do it again.
it's awful alright.
ahahas. came to have a quick blog before going to help my granny again.
and i hate going to the market,
i hate the market and the people there.
but too bad it's my granny after all!
and that i'm a filial grand DAUGHTER.
wahahas. ;)

I MISS AHWHITE!
she didn't attend school today.
as a result no one was there to enterain all my nonsense. =p

' i saw you today.
' and i really miss you.
' i recalled our memories.
' i'm MISSING you.

2007-07-04T23:50:00.000-07:00

oh well,
come to blog cause i'm kindly bored at home.
i'm now waiting for ahwhite to finish her s-cube before i meet her.
err. didn't attend school today .
reason: cause i'm tired so decided to take a rest at home.

i had plan where to go later on.
as ahwhite is wearing school uniform ,
i'll jus meet her at the school gate& walked to amk hub to buy some small thingy.

i simply love AHWHITE. ;)
ahahas. dont say i often say you in my blog without praisin you :p
i'm praisin you right now. you've grown-up. :)

2007-07-04T08:06:00.000-07:00

HELLOS. ;)

jus woke up by a weirdyweirdy dream.
err. it's abt a swing.
andandand that i'm sitting on the swing, swinging away.
i had this dream for quite a few days.
it's weird man.
or PREHAPS* is because when i'm in sengkang on last sat i didn't got a chance to sit on a swing.
hope this is why.

andandAND the dream is soooOo WEIRD!
i'm TIRED&my eyes are closing. i need a SLEEP.
AAHHHHHS.

' i'm missing you.
' i'm thinking of you.

nights. =]

anyway, i LOVE AHWHITE lots. thanks whitewhite. ;)

2007-06-28T09:41:00.000-07:00

hellos :)

ASSHOLE eng& PRISCILLA :D

i miss my hair.
i regret after cuttin my hair.

i MISSMISSMISS my hair alot.

it's like what i had lost durin the past few months.

once lost, and it'll never return.

in my life there're often a word: ' REGRET!

i'll jus regret after i had done something,

i don't think before doing things.

nights. :D

2007-06-27T02:31:00.000-07:00

' my biggest regret is to be with you.
' if there were a chance i would rather not know you.
' love is not practical to me anymore!
' what you did jus move me to my tears.

' in a relationship the more you treasure the person,
' the easier you'll lose him/her!

' a rainbow is a kind of fate between a couple.
' it links us to our happiness&laughter. =)

2007-06-19T11:26:00.000-07:00

HELLOS.

didn't blog for quite sometime not because i'm lazy,
as i'm veryveryvery busy recently.
err when to help out my granny.
so filial right ? i know i am! and the other reasons is for MONEY. =D

as for today, i went to Kpool to meet liza&ahdi.
before that i went for a haircut.
MY GOSH!! i hate that shop!!
as i walked to kpool aft my haircut i was on the phone with liza&white
&guess what i did ? i scolded the shop till like shit. cursing the person non-stop!
at ard 8plus liza n i decided to leave as both of us aren't in the right n good mood.
our stomach were achin like HELL.
guess what again, i was sitting there thinkin whether will MR.B be there.
and to my conclusion, he'll not.
andandand as i stood up preparing to leave i saw MR.B walkin in.
due to the shock i hit my head against the wall! WTF man. it's PAIN.
and i ask liza not to go so i could stay there longer andandand..... =X
' she AGREED and acc me there .

tell you guys something :
' LIZA&I were a being a NUISANCE of ourselves .
' laughin n talkin loudly till ahdi BTH.
' but yet being a nuisance, we ENJOYED youselves.

i was tellin myself that i could get over everything,
but in end i couldn't.
prehaps time is needed. weets. =X

' shermin - dont worry i wont be angry. cheerup alright? =D
' JC- who the hell are you ? dont be a nuisance here. mind what you said alright.
dont make me get mad &you'll have to suffer.

NIGHTS.

2007-06-07T05:52:00.000-07:00

hellos..

happy belated birthday to DANIEL & NICHOLAS! =D

andandand for ytd i went to work with fengji n sarah,
due to the reasons of being broke. =(
and for tomorrow. i've to work again.
but i'm already very tired at the moment.
so i'm going to take a GOOD rest right now.

' &boy i'm missin you right now.
' SORRY, i didn't meant to lie.
' i know i'm a great liar to your right now.
' but when i lie it has the reason behind my lies. it's not an excuse!
' did you know that i had to have my courage when i lie to you ?
' i took up alot of courage to lie to you, cause i really LOVE you.

NIGHTS =D

2007-06-03T11:27:00.000-07:00

GREETINGS!

this were the photos we took on 31st may,
we went to ' COSTA SAND RESORT to look for SIDNEY.

but some of us went to the beach for a walk andandand took some photos.

uploadin other photos another day,

due to the lazy-NESS of waitin.

but whenever i say i'll uploadin in the end also never. =D

okay, i'm so bored right at the moment.

when to 628 to help my granny jus now.

err. quite fed-up. as her worker is jus like a STONE standin there!

and i'm like a SUPERWOMAN, helpin my granny as well as my OLDAUNTIE!

aft helpin, ate my dinner with 'AHWHITE, FENGJI& SARAH!'

and we went ard lookin for that small thingy.
jus a small thingy made us walk ardn ard n ard.

and YES, and the four of us got irritated by walkin ard.

we stopped and sat down .

and i went for my daily life job. after all the craps i went home.

haishaishais.

i'm still worried!

' wenlin i'm not blaming you for tellin him,

' is jus that his already so-called' QUITE- stress,

' and i jus didn't want to add onto his stress. as a result i didn't want to let him know.

' another thing is that i'm also not sure abt the truth so what for let him know.

' i'm jus savin myself from losin my face.

' understand ? i know that you cared for me. but really thanks. =D

' i won't regret. IF i really have and that's it.

' IF it's negative of cause i'll be FARKIN happy.
' jus listen to me this once. i'll bear everything all by myself.

' andandand i think it's NEGATIVE so don't worry. =D

nights. =D

' you took my laughter away.

2007-05-28T10:55:00.000-07:00

i'm feelin SO-DOWN right at the moment.

i had been so upset for the past few days,
or to say stress at the same time.

things had been happening unpredictable-ly!
so many things happened at the same time & i can't bear with all the stress.

i'm afraid that i would have .........
how ? if i have ?

but boy don't be afraid i won't drag you down,
i'll also not let you know.
i'll face and bear the consequences all by myself.
yup. ' all by MYSELF.
you needn't worry. no worries.

tears are streaming down as i read abt the enteries she wrote in thepast.

you treat her sooooo well.

' and why can't you treat me the same ?

' why did you treat me likewise ?

i'm also a girl with flesh n blood. you know ?

for the past few days, so mamy ppl scolded me for being STUPID. YES, i admit that i'm stupid. but what can i do at the moment ? it's already the past. how much i wish that the time would REPEAT. but i know it's impossible.

how much hurt did you brought to me ? you just didn't realise.

' the pain that you brought to me is unbearable ' you took my laughter away. ' hope that you gave are jus a great disappointment. ' you're such a letdown to me.

2007-05-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

yeahs.

went to have my STEAMBOAT dinner ytd.
soooo fun.
will be uploadin the pics later on.

JOSHUA :hope you'll like the jacket that we gave. =D

andandand saw tuckwai ytd while i'm on my way home.
and had already wished him HAPPYBIRTHDAY.

but i'm wishin him again.

' HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY yeas.

2007-05-24T23:31:00.000-07:00

hellos. =D

come to have a quick blog before going out. =D
wahahas. let me tell you where am i going later on.

i'm going to marine south for STEAMBOAT!
wahahas. so-excited right at the moment.

i didn't went to school for the past 2 days.
school is so BORING!

andandand i'm glad that my mom had changed!
at least now, she would listen to all my craps before she start her nags .
' THANKS MOM!

endin soon. otherwise that bunch of monkeys would complain tha i'm ALWAYS-SO-LATE. =D

' tml would be your 17th birthday.
' hope you will enjoy your birthday. =D
' andandand lastly, all the BEST in whatever you do. =X

' you took my laughter away

2007-05-23T03:31:00.000-07:00

i just don't understand why:

when a man turn into his forties, he'll still be as charmin,
whereas when a woman turn into her forties, she had to BID FAREWELL to her YOUNG n BEAUTY.

do we really have to purse for our HAPPINESS ?

' & boy havin you walkin pass me is a drick of fate.
' & when you're with your girl, i'm happy for you but it arouse my JEALOUSY.

2007-05-23T03:01:00.000-07:00

weetts.
hellos.

i'm back again =D
didnt blog for quite some time.
n this must be quite a long one. =D

it's wed today, n i'm of cos lookin forward to this weekend,
as holiday is startin.
as usual, my life is going to school daily(obvious)
but i had been going out daily after my exams.
had been hanging ard central. with ? i'm not sure too.
everyday is hanging with different groups of friends.

LIZA jiejie HAPPYBIRTHDAY!! =D

hahas. my result was out.
andandand it sucks. didn't do well for almost every sub.
but i'll still buck up for my Nlevel!

and yarhs, went to ASSHOLE eng's house ytd.
as DARRICK was bakin cookies for his girl.
soooo sweet of him to do that. wahahas.
obviously his a VERY sweet boyfriend.
andandand THANKS ASSHOLE ENG FOR THE MAGGIE MEE. =)
he cooked for joyce and i for our lunch. wahahas. KIND-OF-YOU! =)
the cookies was DELICIOUS.
even though, i'm not suppose to eat. but then ate quite a handful of the cookies. =X

and now i'm rottin at home.
thinking of whether to go out OR to sleep. =DD
feelin veryveryvery tired. = ]

& boy, if you hate me, jus carry on.
i won't give it a darm.
& stop all those NON-SENSE. stop sayin things that are hurtful to me.
do you know why will i feel hurt after hearin all the NONSENSE ?
cause, i take every words out from your mouth to HEART!
I MIND WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT ME .
can't you jus stop saying those things that will hurt me ?
you jus won't understand how hurt i felt.

' you took my laughter away.

2007-05-11T11:06:00.000-07:00

hahas.

it's 0207 now. but i'm still very energnetic.

i had been havin alot of activities recently.

and tml i'm going for B.B.Q.

hahas. hope that i'll be enjoyin myself. =D

recently, i had been going kpool.

hahas. andandand i'm also not sure abt what am i doin there ?

for pool-ing orsome other reasons.

i had been very good in terms with those i dislike in the past.

prehaps, hatred bring ppl closer to one another.

' i love him.

' i miss him.

' i want him back. =D

2007-05-07T07:46:00.000-07:00

found certain photos,

i'm super duper bored now.

my mom went out with her boy.

and puis, he'll not be comin over today with all his craps that he will get started with.

havin a peaceful night today. =D

i'm not bad to say all this ,

jus because i hate him darm lot.

without him i'll have a happy family.

butbutbut everything ended jus because you had appear.

2007-05-07T02:35:00.000-07:00

err..
i'm back.

sooooo busy recently.
and also havin some kind of family matter.

the matter started on 4th may, and it has not end.

on last sat, darrick and i went to the amk drive-in mac to study.
only the 2 of us at first cos, no one was taggin along.
as we study ahbear came.
OH GOSh !
guess what, upon bear's arrival, we stop our study and craps all way long.
till sen came, and aft that ahwee n weisiong came too.
andandand joyce came also.
surprisingly, we are in a bunch crappin non-stop.

aft that, we all went to bear's hse downstairs
to wait for his dog arrival. his dog smells, he didn't bath the dog for
several days. hahahs.

we chatchit and waited for potato , alvin , huiqi , yanxi and ahnerd's arrival.
they seems to be comin from malaysia. waited veryverybery long.
and we head to 628 to have our dinner n at the same time, i went
to get some money from my granny.

on sunday went to my grandma's place to visit her,
and i brought my uncle's daughter down to buy some stuff.
will be uploadin her cutie face later on.

at ard 3plus. daniel n bra leong came.
hahas. we chatchatchat till i went to help my auntie.

guess what , i met up with lin and acc her to wait for leng.
hais. so poor thing.
when i reach home i saw a fcukin ass in my house.
loss all my mood.

anyway i jus came back from mac.
studyin there for a few hours.
hahas.

i'm tired.

2007-05-04T04:29:00.000-07:00

things always happen unpredictedly.

always when i want to give up on a person,
that person will appear again.

why must it happen ?
i have already wanted to give up.

things happen unwantedly!!
' I DON'T WANT IT '
i jus want back my own life.

i'm already used to ' single life '
i can still live without guys.

i don't need them.
i can live happily without ' A RELATIONSHIP '.

relationship is nthin to me anymore.
i don't need it.
i lost fate in it.

i just want back my own life. =D

2007-05-04T03:17:00.000-07:00

hellos.

something big happen ytd.

it was actually a cute matter,

but it became a very sad matter.

i'm sorry UNCLE.F.
you were into this big trouble jus becos of me.
but UNCLE.V you better fcuk off.
you're jus a darm ASS to me.
i jus hate you darm lots.

2007-05-02T09:00:00.000-07:00

hellos.

i'm so bored right at the moment.
jus couldn't get to sleep.

' MR.B TEXT ME '
why didn't i reply him ?
hahas. i'm jus forcin myself not to reply his text.
andandand anyway thanks for yyour good night message.
mr.B you're a letdown!!

i'm currently been bothered by a ques :
' if my old lover parades his new partner in front of me,
what should i do ? '

solutin : smile politely back, get on with my own life
& pretend not to be affected.
stayin firm will simply reclaim my dignity.

but i no longer can do it again.
my situation had reach the stage where i can no longer pretend to not be affected.
it had reach my limit.

hahas.
prehaps i'm jus thinkin too much =XX

well, i should force myself to sleep now.
i'm still sick!!

anyway, thanks daniel ong for the cough.
and pls cover your mouth when you're coughin.
i'm cough like hell now.
havin a badbadbad sorethroat too.

nights. =]]

2007-04-30T10:15:00.000-07:00

ARRGGSS!!

i'm very stressup now.
can someone save me ?
i dont wanna lose him.
haihaihais.

anyway i've been losin slp since ytd night,
cause of my illness.
i'm down with FLU, COUGH, SORETHROAT, FEVER N HEADACHE.
OH GOSH.
i had been eatin PANADOL since last night.
but it's not gettin any better.
even though, i had already ate so many pills!!

it's gettin a little bit tough lately,& i can't just reach out to my friends. They aren't be able to directly help me with whatever issue is vexing me, but they'll at least they are able to make me smile. My thoughts have been taking myself to some depressing places lately, but that is not necessarily a bad thing.
AS HAPPINESS AND SADNESS ARE BOTH IMPORTANT PARTS OF LIFE.
it teaches us a lot of things as we encounter all different thins that had been happenin
IN OUR LIFE.

he took my soul away with HIM,
leavin me alone with all the mermories he had left for me.
you're jus been veryveryvery selfish.

2007-04-28T10:46:00.000-07:00

hellos.

i went to dentist ytd.
and he took off my wire without the squaresquare thingy.
isn't it stupid ?
now MY teeth ache like shit!!

oh gosh.
and now my head is achin like hell.
hahas. i met up with wenfu daddy ytd with his friend.
err. didn't metup with him for a VERYVERY long time.
andand we chat n craps for quite long till
ahmin n lin came.
he then went off with his friend n comPANIES who came later.

and today i went to study with kelvin, nerd, nerd's girl, sen ,
darrick and tingfong.
i met up with some earlier on.
as asshole were still in his lalalalls land.
and darrick were on his way.

we sat at the new mac chattin,
and went FUNLAND for pool-ing.
we didn't study at all.

butbutbut, aft all those nonsense,
we went to the mac opp amk hub and study.
we really did STUDY ALRIGHT!

things didn't went well aft ahboy came.
he told me alot of things which made me SOB like hell.
haihaihais.

i had made up my mind abt alot of things,
aft thinkin for a long time.
i decided what i should do.
and whether to give up.
and yups, i'm givin up.
i can't stand the life i'm in right now.
i'm LOST.
I'M GOING CRAZY.
i'm going mad.
i'm not going to continue my life in this way.

BYES. =[[
you made my days like hell.

2007-04-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

HELLOS. =PP

today siewli n i went to reb's hse,
n aft that we went to amk central.

SIEWLI;
mummy, really thanks alot for today.
i appreciate alot.
thanks for sittin there so quietly n listen to all my naggs.
thanks.
oh GOSH!
i know it's tough for you to sit there without any nonsense from you.
hahas. you're seldom so quiet.

11.55pm
you took my laughter away.

2007-04-25T04:40:00.000-07:00

hellos. =DD

darrick took it when i'm studyin.
what a lousy photographer!! =DD

i'LL wait till the day comes. =DD

cheese!!

ohGOSH!

MY HAIR IS SOOOO MESSY!! HAHAS.

this was all i took durin S-CUBE.

i'm darmed bored n took all this kuku's photo.

hahas.

byes.

you took my laughter away with you !!

2007-04-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

hellos.

oh GOSH!
something mysterious happen ytd.

i was at 600plus playin _ _ _,
andand and i was usin a orange plastic.
SUDDENLY, it change into a mac DONALD'S plastic with a cover inside.
OMG!!!

how did it happen ?
i didn't realise till i was fully awake!

why mus i play whenever i'm sad ?
you turn me out to be like this.

anyway i was in school today for my S-CUBE!
and your GIRLFRIEND angeline told me lots of things
abt the both of you.
hahas. i didnt believe it.
but i CRIED.

i was laughin in the 1st place as the way she say was funny,
althought i didnt believe but i cried too,
as what she said had made me felt so sad!
I FELT THAT I'M SUCH A STUPID EX-GIRLFRIEND OF YOURS.
i miss YOU terribly! =DD
i miss the past of MINE!
I MISS MY LAUGHTER.
i miss myself, PRISCILLA from the past. =(
i jus could not find back the PRISCILLA FROM THE PAST.
she had disappeared n will never come back.

SHALL END HERE.
'havin a bad flu cos of that AHWHITE! '
'SHE made me end up to be like this.'
'usin a handful of tissues every min n sec'
GOSH!!

you shall pay for my medical fee.
alright ? hahas.

byes..
you took me away with you.

2007-04-21T23:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET 16th birthday to my FLINSTONElimin dardar.

enjoy yourself outside=DD

2007-04-21T23:34:00.000-07:00

this was what i had done once i reach the toilet. =DD

guess what was i doin underneath ?

ans: my daily life job. =))

SHH.. no one will know, except you girls. hahas!

CHEESE!! at the moment i was so glad, as i had finish runnin.

hahas. so shag aft my 2.4 run.

was on the way out of the toilet aft a gooood rest lyin there. hahas.

and AHWITE pls don't be shock.

i had done what i said.

i didn't lie right. hahas.

she had been naggin aft seein my photos.

BTH her.

she can fight with my grandma and win the 'MOST NAGGIN TEENAGE AWARD'. =dd

2007-04-20T00:54:00.000-07:00

my mirror reflection!

in KFC waitin for bear.

as i wait i took a handful of pic.

wrisney n priscilla. twinny always!

she's cute man!!

min and priscilla.

love her so much,

thanks for bein with me. =)

this were all my past,

my happy moments are all gone.

you took away my laughter and soul!

i want to hold you by my side!

but i can't .

i'm so useless!!

23rd march 2007 was the day where everything was gone.

2007-04-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

hahas. jus ransacked on my com till i found this pic.

we took it on the 2nd day of chinese new year

while we went ahsen hse.

we're at the kovan market.

as darrick was the only one eatin,

i felt bored and took a handful of pic. priscilla n terrence!!

anyway he's actin cute.

he often like this.

hahas.

bye.

continue ltr on.

cos some farker is botherin me now!!!

he took my soul away with him. ='(

2007-04-18T05:11:00.000-07:00

hellos.

err, i didnt really intend to continue abt what happen that day.
cos i'm really lazy. it's a darm long story

let's me start with what happen ytd nites.
hmm. i saw someone's blog and that really made me FED-UP!!
TO BE FRANK, when i'm sad ther's no one who cares!
no one ever try to help me patch up with him.
no one ever help me to talk to him.

EVERYONE seems to be happy when we broke up,
EVERYONE seems to be waitin for the day to come for a FARKIN LONG TIME!!

others dont realise how much i really love him,
even thought we are less than a month.

prehaps some thinks that i'm stupid for all my wishful thinkin,
i admit that i'm stupid and naive for havin such thinkin!
i'm dont worth his love.

OMG!
i jus found out abt something.

and if you're sayin abt me.
sorry you didnt broke us up.
it's alright girl.
dont think so much!! cheerup. treasure n cherish him.
yarhs. i admit that i'm still waitin for him.
but so ? we can't be together again.

lalalas. fark day.
i wanna die now.......

2007-04-16T08:09:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl.

today was my 2nd day in my new hse.
haIs. i'm so bored here.
nthin interestin at all.

err. ytd met a auntie in the lift,
she was so interestin.
she told me alot of craps.
hahas. so kind and cute of her.

ques?
don't i look like singaporean?
ans.
i don't know too. but also not that jialat larhs.
if i'm not wrong!!

HE WAS SO CUTE TODAY.
so many things happen.
to be update of what happen today again!
i'm so tired at the moment aft a shoppin spree with my auntie(xiaowei)
hahas.i went NTUC again.

anyway i wouldnt dare to know the ans of what gabriel ask him.
is he in any RELATIONSHIP?
i wouldnt want to know the ans.

hahas. cant take the ans of what'll he be sayin.

to be continued tml abt what really happen today.
bye ppl.

haf a gooodnites rest,
like what i'm gonna do now.
hahas.

2007-04-12T00:15:00.000-07:00

jus saw both of your profile.
both of you're so lovin.

**prehaps, she could love you more than i do.
after hearin what cedric told me ytd,
i realise that i can't lose you.
i still can't put you away from my mind.

fallin in love with someone is easy, but
forgettin someone is difficult.
it takes time.

i don't dare to hope for anything,
cos hopin brings disappointment.

my laughter jus end like this. ='(

2007-04-12T00:03:00.000-07:00

hellos.

finally rbr my password again.
hahas. sufferin from bad STM!!
dyin of madness, laughness n sadness!!

hais. i misuderstand him.
i wrong him.
heard that he was also abit upset when we broke off.
but i didn't know till now.
i didn't understand him well,
so guilty of MISUNDERSTANDIN him.

hey boy, i'm SORRY.
farkin sorry.

i didn't realise what gonna happen when he's not with me,

SUDDENLY,
felt so weird n upset.
I have lost you, boy love that you gave is already the PAST
inside this broken heart.
those are only the memories you brought to me. it HURTS!

& Boy , I've Fallen So Deeply In You. It's So Difficult To Forget You , ToHave Your Love Is More Than What I Could Accept. Perhaps... It's The Most Sadding Part , I Cried .& Fate slipped when you walk pass me,
we were like strangers who nv met before.
.Love Me , Is All I'm Dying For .

you took my breathe away with you.
losin you is like losin everything.
hais..

byes!

2007-04-03T04:32:00.000-07:00

hellos.

this is the new blog i have.
forgot the password of myprevious blog.
hahas. havin STM recently.
prehaps play too much.

let me get started with what happen recently.

err. to say, things didn't turn out good for me.
on 23rd MARCH, he broke off with me.
farkin sad that day.
but i have to thanks you girls (wenlin, limin and liza) to acc me throughout that day.
they spend their whole night with me in 628. lookin at me SOBBIN throughout the whole night.
he intiated the break. hais.

but i still have to thank him,
without all this i wouldn't have realised who care for me.
who love me more than him.

hahas.
but now i'm back to square.
laugin and talkin craps all day long.

and to AHWHITE:
thanks for chattin with me throughout and sorry for all those NONSENSE i had said.
help me thanks your BOYFRIND too. thanks for his concern. i had sort out my mind aft his NAG.
and not to forget CEDRIC. thanks alot too.